worst phase of life (2012 flash back)

this is the worst phase of my life =_='''

-2012-

got dream...

got faith...

got opportunity...

decision making....

wait...wait...wait.. 

~8months

then, all of sudden everything's gone...GONE

fall...break...hurts...lonely...feel stupid...lessons...adaptation

wake, get up again...

stand...

-2013-

get to dream again....must be able to dream again...don't scared don't give up!

have faith again...

try again...

work on it...

wait...wait...wait...

~7months more to go...

then, only i shall know what will happen...

where would i go...

what will i do for living...

and how stupid my life will get later...

let's just hope...

it won't be too suck to get a living...

hope i can still be reliable to my mum...

just that~

God, forgive me....