Monday, October 24, 2016

have you ever been out of brain to think or act for your life?

i am at that stage that im out of brain on how to live my life...
money doesnt seem to be enough no matter how much i try to cut my usage...
things keep coming for me to just pay pay and pay...
no income whatsoever...
and im struggling to stay sane throughout this,,,and im certainly not a saint to stay fine 24/7...

im tired of being me from time to time...and this might be the most disgusting phase...

i just cant wait to pass all of these and have a better life...yeah talk like my life is so much in hell right now...someone is being ungrateful for her life...bear with me...

Wednesday, October 19, 2016

How to do this

one thing i dont like having is to have professional situation with my dear ones...because i tend to be serious and turn into a complete different person...and tht will make them hate me...for years of my existence...i have never been able to solve this problem just yet...
im 'bipolar' when it comes to jobs...and i just cant be funny or kidding in it...and when i try to...my results gone to hell all because i wanna be polite...
#sad #how #Godhelpme