Saturday, March 24, 2012

End of DKHP, UPMKB

At last, now i have finished my diploma in Animal Health n Production...haha the last time i remember, i just stepping here to register...n now i'm about to go back after 3 years spending my time struggling to finish this;p haha sorry to say...this is not really my favourite part of life but this upmkb life make me a grew up person in many ways...in term of studying, my eyes kinda opened for agriculture and livestock...in term of social, i'm kinda learned lots of stuff regarding mixing up with various type of people...they all teach me to deal woth life and teach me how to be one value person....in term of working, upmkb teaches me that i can do what ever i wanted to do but with the presence of will and hard work...

I can say i'm always saying that i don't like being here...but please la sumy...u the one that choose it rite?? haha;p so, i learn to live with my choice too....haihhh after this, i don't know how my fate will turn out....all i can say is...please don't be so doomed...haiyyaaa...really hope to get that course that i wanted so long...really me~

So, i will be back to Kelate on 27 in the morning, haha gonna miss Bintulu so much^^ on my way back will be accompanied by B, Fika and Teha....luckily there are friends going back on the same date....it will not feel so much lonely then...huhuwww

So, let's see if Bintulu will be flood with my tears or not;p haha

Saturday, March 17, 2012

favourite part ;p



Have u ever have one (or more) favourite part of your body?? any part??
i have one...it's my eyes...hehehe
sorry...not promoting...just sharing around...hahahha;p
kachao!;p


thanks ama^^
i have her eyes^^
and i love it ;)

until when???

until when that i will always be hunting down by this feeling....
feeling of having less, feeling of difference and feeling of needing....
i always need that make me tired of needing but it's still need....
and i know one of my needs is to appreciate life but i'm suck at it....
i feel so down when people talk about their wonderful life which i wish to have one too....
and that is not their fault at all but mine....
can't even bring myself to smile but have to....
because i know....
i need to appreciate this life of mine~
i know...and i'm trying~
so hard....

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Sunday, March 11, 2012

thank you~


Ashreen thank you...
i donno i hv ever tell u or not that u are so special n like sun shine, shining so bright and cheerful...
i love to see you smile n laughing^^
it brighten my day up....
gosh...if only u know how much i'm being thankful for your presence...it's like a gift from God:)
THANK YOU for everything...for every caring, love and joy u shared
THANK YOU SO MUCH!
~LOVE YOU ASHREEN~

p/s: sorry..ade jek emo2 kat blog nie ek??haha peak time always come;p

Monday, March 05, 2012


~FOSTER THE PEOPLE~

"Call It What You Want"

Call it what you want

Call it what you want

I said just call it what you want

Call it what you want


Yeah we're locked up in ideas

We like to label everything

Well I'm just gonna do here what I gotta do here

'Cause I gotta keep myself free

You're ducking and moving just to hide your bruises from all your enemies

And I'm in the crossfire dodging bullets from your expectancies



We've got nothing to lose

You better run and hide

Yeah you've crossed the line

I've got a knife behind my back (just sayin')


We've got nothing to prove

Your social guides give you swollen eyes

But what I've got can't be bought so you can just

Call it what you want

Call it what you want

I said just call it what you want

Call it what you want

You've taken your words and you take your judgments

And stick them onto everything

If it don't conform to what you were born into,

Then you run the other way

You say, "now what's your style and who do you listen to?" who cares?

Well that rat race ladder-climbing fake-face smile's got nothing on me

We've got nothing to lose

You better run and hide

Yeah you've crossed the line

I've got a knife behind my back (just sayin')

We've got nothing to prove

Your social guides give you swollen eyes

But what I've got can't be bought so you can just

Call it what you want

Call it what you want

I said just call it what you want

Call it what you want

Saturday, March 03, 2012

APPLYING

^^NOW THAT I'VE APPLIED UPU N USM^^

haha for upu;

upm - vet
ukm - forensik
upm - biokimia
ukm - biokimia

n

umk - vet
ums - sains marin
umt - sains kimia
ums - bio pemuliharaan

huhuww that's all for now..may be kemaskini in future....

usm??
there 4 for empty column to fill in...u know what i did??

pilihan 1 ; sains forensik
pilihan 2; sains forensik
pilihan 3; sains forensik
pilihan 4; sains forensik

muahaha trolling level sumithra...shhh don't let my mum know;p
i don't think i can apply for medic ever in my life...it's so far away...
not for pergigian...xminat..n so long for farmasi...haha sangat xminat!
i hope i get the sains forensik....love it since i remember life....huhuww
GOD BLESS ME...
i really hope u ease my path and make me get what suit for me...and i hope sains forensik do...;)

Thursday, March 01, 2012

FINAL

final is coming...but my head never think about it..
all i think is what to pack, when, and how to post all those things back to Kelantan;P

i'm in no mood to be serious about study now...haiyyaaa (i'm going to regret this!)
but yes...all i know now is that i wanna go back as fast as i could...
go back and spend time at home like jobless man....and plan what to do from day to day...it's going to be fun^^

and blood is always denser than water....i think i can't buried my love for guitar forever just because HE loves playing guitar....i think i wanna start playing one...huhuww at last...

i try to distract my self from it by playing drum...but still...acoustic guitar is still the best...

need money to do that....
i keep thinking with the money i have...
i want iPhone, plus guitar n lots more things to buy;p
maybe my mum can support a bit...muahaha;p
so, even here...
the title is final...
i still talking about going back and plan after worth right??
haha see what i mean??

ok2...for this final...
i have to go through;

EPT1301 - 12/3
VPK2102 - 13/3
SHW2600 - 15/3
PRT2401 - 20/3
VPM2600 - 21/3

WHOAA... it's tough when they take 'neighbors' for the date..haiyyaaa...
!!CHAYOK LA SUMY!!
(most famous words i use even since) haha

so now that i have to get my head back to 'works' and start study.....