Thursday, September 29, 2011

Ego kills, brag boring me, truth is ugly....

(i tell u,read to the end...don't stop half way, i may be not as what u think;p)

i faced lots types of people...
and the most among students are 'i'm the best' , 'i know everything' , 'i'm better then u' and 'oh, they are so annoying'
these thought play inside of most students head nowaday...
and 'what make u thing i have to be less stubborn than u do?'
i don no how i come to this conclusion but yes; all of this is true...

certain people, they don't accept other people to be their leader, i guess because in her head 'she know nothing, or maybe, arhh i can be a better leader than u do' or 'who are you to be one?!'

but please, when it comes to u to be one, u don't accept it....but when others do, u comment, mocking and hell yeah, lots of complain.... =_='' uuurrgghh boring....

then comes to ego...yeah, this type of people are hugging their ego, and praise it, embrace it and admire it....
sorry quite harsh here, but yes, people with ego will hurt to read this, or maybe just read the title (above) they will directly roll their cursor away....
hmm
well, ego person, have pride (i didn't mean those who don't, don't have one) but their pride are to be polished, spray with diamond solution and put high above others....
it is a don't-touch thing....
it is a 'your highness' thing....
urrgghhh another boring =_=''

but hell yeah, that is people, this kind of people, don't know what 'thank u' , 'sorry' , 'i love u' things...
they feel like it is so ashameful a shameful thing to be said....because in their head is revising 'who is she to get sorry from me?' 'who is he to get my love' 'who is she to be thank you for, one day she also will need my help'

urrgghhh =_=''' (u know what i mean)

brag..another thing...uurrrrggghhhh!
i can't stand a brag because i hate it!

when u do something great, no need to brag it to the world, lets others do it to u then it will be more proud of....
u brag ur own thing, OMG...boring! =_=''
one; i'm not jealous, two; ok, i know it girl, no need to repeat, three; i was about to praise u but then u praise ur own self already, so it becomes boring!!! =_=''

jealousy;
there maybe those who think 'omg, she made me suffer! she need to get it back!'
but please la wey....
maybe a person not even realize what she has done....
and u want to take revenge on such a 'i don't even know u hurt' person? urrghhh boring....

(below -red- is boring part,u can escape;p)
when my friend has friend, i will not jealous, because jealous means not friend, so, i'm not jealous and i am your friend....
urgghhh boring words i know...
=_=''

but i can see certain of people, they try to make other people jealous...
they brag, they tell, they made up story (not made up la, but make it more interesting;p)
just to see another person jealous, hey i tell u ar.... if me, i will just be happy with u, and maybe i'm regret to be the 'interfere' person between u guys....
because i know, nothing is forever, so i choose not to tie any heart to anyone, one day they gonna leave u anyway...

(interesting again, i guess)
attention seeker; urrghhh another boring case...
if i'm not going to u, u not reply my message, try to make me jealous and hurting me in what so ever way u can....but all i can do is smile and u piss off...
what do u want from me?!
u know i can only give u 50%....
well u know u r needed by someone else too...let she give u another 50% la....
what to do with me?
if i give u 100% then the other person i mention will of cos jealous....
haihhh
another boring =_=''

haihhh

so as conclusion, my life is so complicated...
i have to deal with all these type of people....
but don't get me wrong, i am also being listed as bad character is their life too for sure....
because no one is perfect....
the are flaws every where....

ego, self center, jealous, brag, bossy, commentator, doubt, never say sorry, never say thank u, attention seeker, cepat terasa, 'counter' haha berkira, i always right, i'm better than u' and many more....
not everyone has every list above, and not everyone don't even have one....me? of kos i have all?isn't it?;p

i'm kind of bad....not nice and alot more bad thing about me...
and i writing this just to make a review....a boring review about life....i wrote half way long ago, and now added to be posted....hheheh

maybe one day when i read it, i will remember what kind of life i used to have...
THIS IS NOT SARCASTIC....
DID NOT MEAN TO POINT TO ANYBODY...
just review about life....don't take it biggies but think about it....
let us all review our own self...
what is the intention/NIAT of us inside towards each other....

sincere? or just to replace someone? just to fulfill the need, or just to make collection of friends?
i wanna have as many friends as i can? or i want to show to the world that how much KI i have? haha every people have their own intention to friend with someone....

(boring again -red -,u can escape)
but for me...
they just come into life without i realize and they fulfill my day....
they make me learn, adapt, try my best and sometime i learn, i adapt, happy and also hurt....

i don't know what they want from me, or why they friend with me...
all i know is i want to be their friend and share good time together, because one day we gonna go far away from each other....

i appreciate all friendship i have...
i never mind about ranking in friends, because i know i'll be nearly last one to everyone, hehe

so, i'll try my best to be their friend....
i'll try my best not to let them hurt and try my best to to hurt my own self....
attachment is always hurt because there is farewell....
so, maybe u can see my attachment to everyone is not so strong....or maybe it seems strong but inside what i memories is 'this gonna hurt me one day, this gonna take away my smile, this gonna put me into such hell if i let it be 100%'
so, seem to be 100% of me is just 50-80%....
i can't give more....
u may thing i'm hypocrite but all the smile, laugh and happiness we share is never lie....it just that i will hold back a bit to make sure less pain we get.....

ok, that's is all....
maybe i'm gonna delete this post after 24 hr i post....because it is quite true and hurt to read...
and u may thing i am wrong n try ur best to defense the feeling...
but yes...truth is always ugly.....

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Final

in next 5 days, i'm gonna have final...
huhuh
for semester 5

the subject will be;

1)Kesihatan Haiwan 2 (VPM 2002)
2)Reprduksi dan Perubatan Veterinar (VPK 2601)
3)Teknologi Makanan (SHW 2403)
3)Produksi Tenusu (SHW 2061)
4)Produksi Babi (SHW 2502)

hoho...
quite tough i tell u...
especially animal health and vet medical....
=_=''

after exm will be my practical....
to miri, PPES Farm...

rite now that i'm doing my best for final...
study as much as i could...
my enemy? haha ofcos all the 'sleep' n 'eating' stuff, i'll fight my best!!!
(haha such a cute enemy rite?;p)

seriously, sejak azali lg...i'm a heavy sleeper...
i can't stay all day long without taking nap...
huh...

that's my biggest problem rite now...
hope i fight and do my best for this final...
so long that my name is not in the dean list >.<
i want it back;(
wish me good luck and i'm wishing me n my friends all the best!!
let's we all in the dean list this sem!!!^^

CHAYOK!!!

Sunday, September 25, 2011

fuh!

da nak final????!!!!!!!
fuh!!!
n sumy?
cm biasa...
hehe
dok layan movie lagi....
haihhhh

nevermind!

the mood for stdy comin' already!!
chayok2!!^^
bnyk nak kena revise....
huhu
smua nak masuk smua!;p
chayok!!!^^







Thursday, September 15, 2011

rain..

ari nie hujan....
huhu

petang t nak pi ksr, hep, settle program larian 1 msia, muet and ptm...

mlm t test...notes xbkk pn lg ;p

hehe

mcm biasa..sumithra...xder mood...xstdy....
hehe

so far, test, presentation, assgment, and others dtg berjadual....
from one to another...
sometime, fikir balik, smua nie sgt2 seronok!
^^

xley bayang future klu dah xyah buat smua nie...mst borinx tahap babun!!!;p

so, now just hope i can keep up good job, smart study and nice person....
huhuww
sometime bnyk benda yg bt kan kiter nie berubah....
otak manusia actually very weak...
anything can change it, if we r not strong enough to stay on track and fight...

just hope tht i can manage to do all these things....

sathuk!!
chayok2!!^^

Monday, September 12, 2011

penat...

penat nyer;(
xper2...sikit je lg...
abis bulan nie, fokus final n praktikal lak!!!! aduh...dah la bhgn ruminant....gwa xsuka gler bab2 livestock camnie ;( ottoke?? ;p

chayok je la sumy!!! ckit je lg.... abis bln 3 nie dah leh flight blk umah n rest....
then smbg??
huhu
with God bless, i will make it.....

yg penting, chayok!!!^^ fighting!!!

Friday, September 09, 2011

SEPTEMBER

wahhhh!!!!

SEPTEMBER is going to tear me apart!><
what the most pack month i had ever have.....
to list it down...haha better not?

study:
1)tests - food tech, vpk lab test, tenusu, produksi babi (in the same week!!!)

2)presentation - animal health, vpk (in the same week!!) plus food tech on the next week!

3)assignment - tenusu, report food tech, poster vpk(ft and vpk on the same week, which da same week as lab test animal health and present of ft)!!!

mtm:
3)events - MUET workshop (pengarah), FESMAK (ajk program), Temasya 1 rakyat (ajk program 4 two event;larian 1 m'sia and temasya padang games)!!! (in the same week as all the test and presents!!!!!)


sometime, i wish i could have two bodies....
haihhh

stress is eating me...
;(

and sometime the symptom just showed out without i realize....
i just hope people around me will understand this condition of my....
thanx to my friends who always cheer me up^^
thnnx for not turning your back on me even i have become emo or bad mood or do something bad towards u^^ thnk you kak zu^^ you always know me....
even i'm in bad mood, u will smile and say 'stress ek?'
thank you....
i never meet anyone like u guys; kak zu, nikki....always cheer me up^^
gonna miss u guys alot...
thanx for all understanding.....

God, bless us and hope we can go through all these things....
sathuk!^^

Tuesday, September 06, 2011

the legend of guardian's


To The Sky – Owl City

Shipwreck in the sea of faces,
There's a dreamy world up there,
Dear friends in higher places,
Carry me away from here,
Travel light let the sun eclipse you,
'Cause your flight is about to leave,
And there's more to this brave adventure,
Than you'd ever believe,
Birdseye view, awake the stars 'cause they're all around you,
Wide eyes will always brighten the blue,
Chase your dreams, and remember me, speak bravery,
'Cause after all those wings will take you, up so high,
So bid the forest floor goodbye, as you brace the wind and,
Take to the sky,
On the hills of lore and wonder,
There's a stormy world up there,
You can't whisper above the thunder,
But you can fly anywhere,
Purple burst of paper birds this,
Picture paints a thousand words,
So take a breath of mist and mystery,
And don't look back!

Birdseye view, awake the stars 'cause they're all around you,
Wide eyes will always brighten the blue,
Chase your dreams, and remember me, speak bravery,
'Cause after all those wings will take you, up so high,
So bid the forest floor goodbye, as you brace the wind and,

Take to the sky,
There's a realm above the trees,
Where the lost are finally found,
Touch your feathers to the breeze,

And leave the ground,
Birdseye view, awake the stars 'cause they're all around you,
Wide eyes will always brighten the blue,
Chase your dreams, and remember me, speak bravery,
'Cause after all those wings will take you, up so high,
So bid the forest floor goodbye, as you brace the wind and,

Take to the sky,
Birdseye view, awake the stars 'cause they're all around you,
Wide eyes will always brighten the blue,
Chase your dreams, and remember me, speak bravery,
Because after all those wings will take you, up so high,
So bid the forest floor goodbye, as you brace the wind and,

Take to the sky.

Sunday, September 04, 2011

Keri Hilson

"Pretty Girl Rock"

Uh uh uh ah uh uh
I can do the pretty girl rock, rock
Rock to the pretty girl rock, rock, rock
Now what's your name

My name is Keri, I'm so very
Fly oh my, it's a little bit scary
Boys wanna marry, looking at my derrière
And you can stare but if you touch it Imma bury

Pretty as a picture
Sweeter than a swisher
Mad 'cause I'm cuter than the girl that's with you
I don't gotta talk about it baby you can see it
But if you want I'll be happy to repeat it

My name is Keri, I'm so very
Fly oh my, it's a little bit scary
Boys wanna marry, looking at my derrière
And you can stare but if you touch it Imma bury

Pretty as a picture
Sweeter than a swisher
Mad 'cause I'm cuter than the girl that's with you
I can talk about it 'cause I know that I'm pretty
And if you know it too then ladies sing it with me

All eyes on me when I walk in,
No question that this girl's a 10
Don't hate me 'cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me 'cause I'm beautiful
My walk, my talk, the way I drip
It's not my fault, so please don't trip
Don't hate me 'cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me 'cause I'm beautiful

Aye, now do the pretty girl rock, rock, rock
Do the pretty girl rock, rock, rock
Do the pretty girl rock, rock
All my ladies do the pretty girl rock, rock, rock
Do the pretty girl rock, rock, rock
Do the pretty girl rock, rock
Do the pretty girl rock

(Now where you at?)
If your looking for me you can catch me (that's why)
Cameras flashing, daddy turned his head just as soon as I passed him
Girls think I'm conceited 'cause I know I'm attractive
Don't worry about what I think, why don't you ask him? (owoaah!)

Get yourself together, don't hate (never do it)
Jealousy is the ugliest trait (don't, never do it)
I can talk about it 'cause I know that I'm pretty
And if you know it too then ladies sing it with me

All eyes on me when I walk in,
No question that this girl's a 10
Don't hate me 'cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me 'cause I'm beautiful
My walk, my talk, the way I drip
It's not my fault so please don't trip
Don't hate me 'cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me 'cause I'm beautiful

Doing the pretty girl rock, rock, rock
Do the pretty girl rock, rock, rock
Do the pretty girl rock, rock
Do the pretty girl rock, rock

All my ladies do the pretty girl rock, rock, rock
Get along with your pretty girl rock, rock, rock
Still show me your pretty girl rock, rock, rock
All my ladies do the pretty girl rock, rock, rock

Sing it with me now
All eyes on me when I walk in,
No question that this girl's a 10
Don't hate me 'cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me 'cause I'm beautiful
My walk, my talk, the way I drip
It's not my fault so please don't trip
Don't hate me 'cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me 'cause I'm beautiful

All eyes on me when I walk in,
No question that this girl's a 10
Don't hate me 'cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me 'cause I'm beautiful
My walk, my talk, the way I drip
It's not my fault so please don't trip
Don't hate me 'cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me 'cause I'm beautiful

Owoahaha!

haha nice song for all ladies that believe that they are born beautiful^^
no matter how u are...just believe u are beautiful^^
ignore what people say...
u know u are beautiful^^

Saturday, September 03, 2011

kembali ke sekolah! ayuh^^

hehehe dah musim kembali ke 'sekolah' ^^

such a nice holiday....
but now that all the study stuffs and work come to my mind....
so scare to start....
so many....
good management is highly needed now....
i'm not worry about all the work, hard or easy....
but i'm worrying about myself....
i'm such an easy-distracted person!

huhuww

since spm i realize that i can do things but the thing is i don't wanna do it....
lazy,
procrastinate,
play,
movie,
shopping,
SLEEPING,
and hmm eating?;p

i have to train myself to be discipline....and always try to....

once quote say 'motivation is to make u start but the habit will make u last longer'

so, i have to change this bad habit of mine before it's too late....
another 2 sem to go....
all i ask in mind is 'can i do this?'
see? still the same me.....
i suppose to say 'i can do this!!!'
not asking, doubting anymore.....
;(

i have to trust,
i have to try my best!

God, give me strength to fight on no one but my own self....
i wanna get rid of this 'bad' me so bad....
:(