#curhat

i have been waiting enough for the past sem...

i wait for everything and everyone....

i waited...

i waited for sooca drafts,

i waited for mdes,

i helped out osce and nearly burned mine,

i waited for so many people that if i have only five years to live, it'll mean nothing...

so wise man once said;

"In college, you gonna find yourselves waiting for your people 

more than you waited for your queue, or food orders "

so, i have decided to not wait anymore...i can't wait no matter how much i wanted to...

because i nearly 'die' last time...

i have to think of myself...

why am i constantly put myself there to help out? like they can't live on their own...

they should be...they have to be...they must help themselves...

and i have to help myself...

God...give me strength to be less care...

i care so much...

i care and i get hurt...

i care and i nearly fail...

Forgive me for my sincerity...but i need to help myself...

i need this, i need this, i need this

sathuk....

#feelbad