Thursday, May 16, 2013

i'm in sh*t....

yesterday, i watched Will Smith's talk bout life....
and he said;
'most of all, even if no one is believing it, you have to believe in it'
'and decide, please decide...and start from there just do it'
'don't ever make plan B to distract your plan A'....
''always have strong enthusiasm to FOCUS and make A GREAT FOCUS on what you're doing''

the way he said...blew my mind...
i've always made plan B in my life...because i know that i'll always fail in plan A....
i've always easily given up on my plan A and never believe that it's gonna work...
i distract myself from it....and never try hard enough....
God, how can i be like him?
how can someone have so much of motivational and never give up in life?
but most of all...i know he learned it hard way...
before someone can talk all those things out...he must have gone through a lot....
a lot until, he doesn't have fear towards 'fear' anymore...
as he said 'i attack my fears'
God....i wish i know what i'm doing and i wish i will stop doubting about it...
i can't remember which day in my life now, that i don't call myself stupid...
i let great chance past...
i grab on uncertainty...
and i'm dealing with impossible...
God...
gives me strength...
tell me if i'm doing it right or wrong...
i'm on my way to believing...
sathuk...

0 wht's on ur mind??: