Thursday, April 04, 2013

why do i want this...again? =_='''

i've been thinking....since when i like it such a hard hard hard life??
and why am i even done this stupid decision?
shall i be thankful for that God has stopped me from dumb move?
so, now, i'm questioning myself...it is that necessary?
it is that worth all of these wasted time, money, hope and my mum supports?
goshhh what have i done to myself??!!
why am i having such a rush of determination out of reckless, so suddenly?
now that i don't know what should i do...
shall i just let it go??
i'm grasping it for too long that i feel so tired, boring and fed up of it....
shall i continue?
why am i even thinking about doing it? having it? wanting it?
what i've been thinking?!! >.<
shall i continue? or shall i just...stop?

0 wht's on ur mind??: