i hate to say that i'm stressed by....

i am stressed by my failed life...of course,

but one more thing...is my weight...

ever since, i have never been in good shape like any other people...

well, i'm perfectly healthy and far from deformed...

however, most people treat fat people like one...

yeah, of course yes, why not right? 

because we seems to indulge ourselves, not care about health n look....

what can u say right?

yes, it is true that society needs to hate fat people, 

because it can be a push button for that they won't be happy with how they look 

and try to change, to have a healthier life...

yes, i'm stressed by these concepts...

need.to.get.healthier. 

IS HARD >.<

well, u can say 'ala if u try u can'

try become me...let's see if u can do it....

i tried many times....

failed...yes...

because it's tired out there...

to run, to exercise, to be laughed at while exercising...

IT IS HARD...

well, u can blame my tiny little determination...

u can blame my bad eating habits...

or maybe wrong parenting...too much love is given?

but most of all, 

it's my own self right?

yes...

if i want it..i must go get it...

they pop up pills to get slimmer...

but i'm not that kind of person...

i know how much calories i'm taking in, and how much i need to take out....

so that i will have a truly healthy body...

exercise is the best way to gain fit and healthy body...

even best way for ur cardio...

well, let's pray that i can do it...again =_='''

goshhhh need inspiration! >.<