saying the same thing...over n over~

i keep myself from moving on because i tied myself to the past....

glorious past, is past...

it never is going to make sure glorious future...

present...is present, never is going to promise any future either....

what i learned must be, nothing is certain....

anything can happen...

i can't keep telling myself i must be like this and that just because i used to be like this and that in the past...

i must lift this 'anchor' of mine....

and sail...

sail to new places...

i must forgive what's that already happened...and move forward...

i can't keep thinking that when thing is bad yesterday and it is going to be bad today or tomorrow too...

and i can't keep reminding myself that it is going to be better....

that is just too selfish and too self righteous...

things happen the way it will happen....

u can predict but u can't be certain that it's going to be the way you want it to be...

truth is, you can't do anything to change fate...

u might screwed it up but that is just what u feel like...

actually u never is screwed anything up...

it happens because fate already written it that way...the way that u will screw it up...

so forgive yourself, forgive your past....and walk on....

stay positive, do good things, and pray....

because u'll never know what's going to be happened tomorrow....
as no one on earth, can run away from his own fate...
no matter what...

~sathuk~