let in let out let go

before as a kid...i used to be this little naive girl who just let everyone in and made friends with everybody on earth because i thought human are suppose to be friends...

then i grew up in this little school who taught me that human are nothing like that...

then i grew up even more somewhere far from home and i see, owh actually if you met the right one your life won't be so bad...

and then now i know, not everyone that you let in, gonna make you their world, and same goes to your own self....

it's the hardest thing to see who's right and who's wrong for you....so the key is to let in and try...

and don't keep hope so high because those who make you happy will eventually from time to time make you sad too...

so i try, i let people in, not as much as my 'naive' time...but still i let them in....

and i think, i try and i live along....

 the true one shall stay, wrong one shall gone by time,...

so i let go the feeling of belongings...

i let that feeling go...

the feeling of someone is belong to me...

no...no more..

i belong to no one and no one is belong to me...

this way of life is simpler and less hurt....but yeah, at the end of the day you tend to find yourself have exactly no one true by your side...but at least no fake one too....