sadness of life...

the sadness of life is that when you don't realize who you actually are...

and you have been trying to be someone else and some how some day you're getting tired of failure

to be someone else that you realize why can't you be yourselves to get what u want? 

why you need to be someone else to get what you want or to where you want to be?

i have been thinking....if other person study for 5 hours and can get A...then why i need to study 3 days for that? so it bugged me real bad...can i live the way they live and get what they get?

NO

i can't...because i have my own capacity to achieve things...

i need 3 days of studying only i can answer the questions...they are different compare to me...

of course they do

i can't be sad about that or blame God for that...it's fair...it is always fair...

nothing on earth is not fair...

everything has it's own reason of working out that way...

just maybe in daily basis we found ourselves envy of other people capabilities that we often forgot that 

we might as well have something that other people wish for...

so like it or not..you will have to live with what you have and make that work...

it might not ever come easy for me...but it shall not always be hard and i shall not burden myself with 

doubt, jealousy, envies, or what so ever the feeling that i have towards the others...

i shall stay with myself, reflect inside out of who i am and what i wanna become...

it's okay sumy...it's gonna be okay....use what you have to get what you want...that way, it's going to be okay....

SATHUK~