about friends....i grew up in a boarding school which made my life screwed up real bad by not having true friends...correct me if i'm wrong...we all were so busy getting things done that none of us cared about each others but our own selves.
i still remember that chill night that i had to walk all the way down stairs to fill up my water bottle with my hurtful leg...and none of my friends care enough to even help out...everyone was so busy studying...
this might not even stay in their memories because i'm not really shine and in anyone's attention back then...i'm just a normal 'wallpaper' student....i tried to make friend...i even stayed up all night to make a speech for one of them....but it turned out, i'm not the one can make her happy...
the feeling of choosing wrong people to share memory with...i learned it in hard way...
people seek me for their benefits....maybe because i'm different from them...so it's hard to make them think i'm one of them...maybe i'm not that good to make them take me in...
i feel left out all step of the way...even now...
yeah some might try to catch up...and some i tried to catch up...but turned out, broken glass is better to left it broken rather than fixing it....
i wish i have better high school life because high school is really a brief moment that once should feel happy, dreamy, friendships, and loves....
it's ok...past should stay in the past...
at least i have such great memories in diploma...
and for now, with God bless...i would love to make a good one too...
God...bless us all...sathuk~
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