no other word describe me better.....than

S.T.U.P.I.D
i say this to myself...daily...ten times a day~
haha now that i don't know what else i can spell out of myself...
seriously...it's so hard to be her daughter....
it's so hard to be the one she desired...
i hope i can be that smart...know everything girl...like u want...i really hope so...
i really3 hope i can be one...so that i won't bother u too much...so u can be proud of your daughter....
God...i hurt so bad~