^^Happy New Year^^

Happy Holiday, Merry Christmas and Happy counting down to New Year 2012 everyone!!

Christmas may seems to mentioned just for Christians, but for me it is a festive of happiness....

doesn't matter which religion we are...

let's celebrate new year and have a blast!!!

hope lots on sale soon ;p

;)

!!HOHOHO!!

i do

i do get boring on something repeating....

especially human behavior~

that's why i tend to forget because its not interested enough....

people say i forgive quite fast...

but actually i don't even remember what have they done to me because its not worth remembering....

the idea...

the idea of trusting u is the stupidest thing that i have isn't it??

i feel so dumb to do that...

i shouldn't have one....

i don't...

i don't wake up everyday to impress u....

my heart

my heart is not at ease...why this happen to me??

waaaaa!!!

i want!i want!i want!! i want iPhone so bad ;(

haihhhhh

ease up sumy...ease up....tomorrow got test....

;(

chayok!!!^^

if only....

if only i'm not afraid of pain that love will give...

if only i can trust people with full of my heart...

if only there is no doubt in any relation i have...

if only i can love someone with full of my heart...

u will never face all of this...

yes, i'm holding back...

i'm afraid of 'too close' statement....

when it comes to 'too close', distance is my next step for sure....

i can't bring myself to love someone in 'so much'...

i don't know what future brings...so all i can do is distance myself from pain...

because i can't bare it to hurt from any of u...

i can't let myself to be let behind one day....

i just can't do this in the way u all want....

sorry~

please...

b**ch!

please la take agriculture into your vein!!!

future to be vet is all about agriculture!!! =_=''

(if meant to be)

sumy..sumy...

test!!

test 1 here^^

chayok!!!

^^

what if??

what if because u r selfish that make u think people are selfish?

what if because u r childish that make u think people are childish?

what if because u are bad that make u think people are bad?

what if u just know how to advice but never listen?

what if because u r too hardworking, too perfectionist (like not stand on the ground type), that make u think people are lazy?

what if u just make up things to make u look correct and wise??

what if u are bossy but never want to be a leader??

what if u silent for awhile and listen to the world doubtless for seconds.....

listening is always better that talk to much of rubbish....

what if this is really happen and u never notice??

what if now that u are cursing me with these ugly truth??

;p

peace....

this is also about me...

because i'm not a God, to be perfect at everything....

just a short review for our human kind

^^

weakness

i think i found lots of weakness in me...

lots till i can't find where is the strong point....

everyday that i have to admit that 'yes, i'm so weak' 'yes. i donno what they know', 'yes, i can't be like what they be', 'yes, i will never able to think like they think'....

how to overcome weakness?? i'm so weak right now that i need rope to hold, away to walk and lit to shine the way for me....

so weak that i can't even dare to think to defense myself....

so weak that i can't defense myself by hurting others like they do....

how to do that?? how to be like that??

how to do it.....

how to kick some ass??? ;p

Nice

As simple as that... the word is 'nice'

but seems not to be simple for normal human...

it must be crazy to smile to stranger, to be nice to other group of people and to be

lovely to any friends...

Life Goes On

Now that i'm in my final semester of DKHP in UPMKB

Haha at last... ;p

I was thinking about future for a while...

most of my friend are now doing their degrees, some further to oversea and some in Malaysia..

i was thinking, am i one day will be there too? hahaha can i?

what so ever come in my life after this, good or bad..life must goes on...

now that i'm trying my best for this final sem...

study, assignments, friends, classes, lecturer, auntie, uncle sekian of UPMKB...now that i feel so stuffy about them but surely after this i'm gonna miss here...

i'll try my best to keep them in 'safe zone' in my memory ;p

let's hope what life brings after this...

let's see if i am lucky enough to enroll any wished university soon...

pray hard ;p

(now that i'm so suffer with LI...aduh bler nak abis nie?? so tired of it...no so sick of it already!!!) =_=''

they say...

they say....

secret to failure is to please everyone....