i'm tht kind....

i'm that kind of person who trust action more than words,

i see value of a person more than their appearance,

i tend to listen to 'real' laughter more than the fake ones...

i see tears not just from the victims, but there are tears of guilt...

i believe an old book is always better than the new ones...because of them, we get the ideas for new ones

i don't see 24 hours together make true love...

i don't see sincerity and attitude comes from money, appearance or high power...

i'm just....me...

i see world that way...

it's hard to put up with me cause i hate shallow thinking...

not that i'm better...but society sometimes need to wake up...

i don't respect those who judge things from appearance, money and status....

i'm just me...

i'm just me...

i'm just me...

i don't have many people in my life....

i don't make friends easily...

i don't fall easily...

i don't trust easily...

i'm just me....

i have principles...and i love to stick to it....

there are rooms for love, fun, happiness as long as they're true...

don't mess around with me...

because you're messing with the whole system...

i believe...i'm just me....

those day...those songs

"Fix You"

by Coldplay

When you try your best, but you don't succeed

When you get what you want, but not what you need

When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone, but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below

When you're too in love to let it go

But if you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down your face

And I...

Tears stream down your face

I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down your face

And I...

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

UTS comingggg

semester goes by so fast that now all of us will go through UTS...ujian tengah semester...

only God knows how nervous, worried and scared i am...

one whole system of EMS (endocrine) will be tested in the exam...

plus CRP, PHOP, and BHP...epidemiology, public health and bioethics...

God, ease me through this exam God...and let me and my friends pass all these papers...

God..help us~

it's so hard to find "my person"

 will i have chance to have at least one person to be my person?

they always come and go...

they always search for a better one when i'm actually right there in front of them...

maybe being too nice and pleasing always push people away because human are like that...they search for the one that is not searching for them...

and when i bailed...why are you searching me back?

when i'm there why you treated me like trash?

why people are so cruel?

just so tired of being there...

stop texting me like i mean the world to you when you're actually just so bored over there...