it's eating me up~

i'm so selfish back then...

i wanted to be alone....

so i said "ok, let's just get my ass into any busiest job on earth,
because i don't want to be in any relationship anyway,

and i like to be alone...."

IDIOT

now it strikes me hard....i barely have time to take care of my mother...

i'm the only child...and here i am...so far away and can't even help her with laundry....at least...

and i'm so far away from my old friends...so hard to keep in touch because whatever topic they're talking,

i have no idea it existed

glad glad glad huh? to get this sumy?

yeah, you should be...
because whatever u left behind are too much for u to regret getting what it is now...

ama...miss you

friends...i'm so sorry...

God...thank you~