2nd year coming

done first year...

and i just got my result today for whole year point...

FBS n RPS 

what to say ya...

personally i know i have to do better...

but the result is...thank God...

nothing much to say rather than just to thank God for everything...

this playful kid will do better...must do better!

Can go home with less guilt now...

deep inside u know u have much more guilt to bear sumy...

with all those hours i spent trolling around and not studying...would've done better sumy...

so...

just try better, 

do better,

and strive further...

it's a push and a proof that i must be able to grads in this course that i promise to love till i die...

sathuk~

thanks to Ama for all her prayers...

i'm sure none of this came out as good as this without your prayers...

sathuk...God bless Ama...my love n only...

my principle? simple

my principle is simple, once u messing around with me,

i'll make sure u know u messing around with me...that's it...nothing much^^

i won't pay back what u did...i'll just announce awesomely that u messing around with me :)

welcome to my black list community^^

welcome2^^

DONE 1ST YEAR

done first year!!

happy or not eh?

don't know la...

feel like something is wrong...yeah of course, haven't get result yet...haihhhh

worst thing ever waiting for result....

God...guide me through....

it's eating me up~

i'm so selfish back then...

i wanted to be alone....

so i said "ok, let's just get my ass into any busiest job on earth,
because i don't want to be in any relationship anyway,

and i like to be alone...."

IDIOT

now it strikes me hard....i barely have time to take care of my mother...

i'm the only child...and here i am...so far away and can't even help her with laundry....at least...

and i'm so far away from my old friends...so hard to keep in touch because whatever topic they're talking,

i have no idea it existed

glad glad glad huh? to get this sumy?

yeah, you should be...
because whatever u left behind are too much for u to regret getting what it is now...

ama...miss you

friends...i'm so sorry...

God...thank you~

price of being born with or without money

born with money;

-i have no idea how-

because i'm not

born without money;

i know it so well ....

first,

you will keep on wondering how it feels like to be born with money...

yeah it is...

day and night...

wondering if your life will be better if u're born like that...

but in another view, you will feel so damn lucky that u're not on of those spoiled brat who live their life thinking of nothing but themselves...oppss no offense~

and...u tend to appreciate every single little cent that u have in hand...

u tend to plan ahead...because of course u can't slip any cent without the word 'WORTH'....

and God, one thing for sure...i'm so thankful to have a parent who struggles day and night searching money for me to eat each meal...even pay for my tuition fees...FULL...

so tell me, why i'm still wondering and want better life?

i got myself lessons....which is too expensive to bought by money...no matter how much it costs...they can't buy what i see, what i learned and what i knew now...

thank God for every little or big hardship or easy life that i've been through...

it's valuable... 

thank you~