i know....

ok let's see how's my life here...

Unpad, Jatinangor, Bandung, Indonesia

it has been 2 months i'm here...nothing much, same food, same people, same environment...

maybe slightly different la...but i might say...nothing much...

now i'm going through Mid Term Examination...it's the very first exam i have here as medical student...

first paper just passed...i mean the exam..not the paper..haha result not yet out, but hopefully will pass...sathuk...

others;

BHP,

SOOCA,

PHOP,

FBS II

yup...another 4 to go...and all are kinda killing to me especially SOOCA and FBS II...

today was FBS I....and i can feel that i screwed it up real bad...but God...i do what i can do...and i will try harder next time...God, i'm so sorry...i wasted my chance...i'm really3 sorry :(((

let's talk bout SOOCA...

one and most famous exam around here...every time seniours come,  

this is what they will talk about...

SOOCA is sort of oral test...but not a normal one...it's a problem based learning that

most of medical uni will apply on students...

you will be given a case, and from there you have to discuss about the mechanism, fbs, treatment and plus ethics...

It's a fun exam actually...it's like you will be 'interviewed' by two doctors....so the students will learn lots of new things especially diseases that normally will only learn in year 2 or 3 above...but now, we in year one, already learn a bit about it...so it kinda expose us to future lessons...

wish me luck!

i'm really hoping i will pass all the exams and can get myself Malaysia government loan...haihhh

God, i can say it's so hard...but i chose it...

so, all i can do now is just doing my best and hope the best from that....

sathuk...

God, give me strength...