holiday...choices...wanted...hope

now that my life dwell between these things....

haihhhh

my heart is overwhelming thinking about these stuffs....

like bursting already thinking about it....

can get but shouldn't.....wanna have but too early...and wanna go but no opportunity...

let's hope nice things will come with the future imagined of....

let's hope...

^^starting^^

i think i start what i wanna start for so long...

thanks to my friends Kak Zu, Nikki, and Zuzu for cool support

throughout my first day of jogging! hehehe

unbelievable i know....

haha

but eventually, i started it...

and i hope that nothing going to ruin it especially my lazy mood...

i wanna loss some weight so bad...it is not just to look good but also to be healthy^^

i trained my self to eat to heart content till i was a kid....

i can't denial that i love eating so much and hate working out...

i don't like outdoor activities especially those needs lots of work out...

huhu its tiring...

but now that i know it is never too late to start...

it may seems easy for those who love these things but not for me...

imagine a girl who never wear a sport shoes to run or jogging for 20 years does it once, and start it... it is so hard at the starting step...but with God willing i hope one day i can go out on my own...

i should keep going....

i must reach a weight i dream of!^^

i can do this!!!

chayok2!!^^

stay firm, stay healthy sumy!!^^

so hard huh??

certain things for others maybe very easy to get but for us is so hard even to dream about it.....

certain things for us is so easy to get while others just can imagine about it.....

peoples' life is not same....

fate draws it all out and we just go along with it....

it maybe so hard for us but easy for others while in certain thing it is easy for us and hard for others...

this is called to world balance...

to balance the life....

so that there is always someone on top and someone at the bottom but never worry because

it can spin up and down like ball....

life is like that....

yes it is...

so, when there is hard time for us while others are so happy...

remember that there will be time for us to feel those happiness too...

just never give up when seeing other people success...

because one day...

our time will come too

one day....

truth...

that the truth is,

everyone is going to hurt you.

You just got to find the ones worth suffering for.

Look around,

look closely at the people in your life right now,

and ask yourself about each one:

'Is (s)he worth suffering for?'

if yes...than go for it....don't regret any hurt and love^^

bad dream

i wish i can fix it...

i used to regret my action in a dream i had before ;p like really really regret it..haha sound silly but sometime a bad dream can make us sad...its like a drama we watch while sleeping...so at least, the ending should be good ;p

wonder

i am wondering if i live my life right?

whenever i waste my time...i feel like i far more behind than others...

even it is holiday....

God, show me ways if i lost....

please lend me a hand and show me lit...

;(

don't be

don't be such attention seeker...

i'm not good in giving attention...

seriously....

plez..

album in plan^^

album in plan^^

i'm going to do an album special for memories in upmkb^^ like before in faris petra...

haha

still planing not yet hands on....huhu

hopefully i can find affordable album and wanna print out all the pictures involved...

chayok sumy!!^^

haha album je kot... ;p ye la tuk org malas camnie, benda nie pn kena bg semangat tau...

nnt xjd krj... hahaha ;)

soon going to leave upmkb kampus, upmkb's life, people and friends....

but 1 thing for sure to remain is the memories...

happily count down to the end but can't bear the sadness either ;(

let's hope these 3 months left will give the best as i will do my best!!

\(^_^)/