thinking

i was thinking of something i'm not suppose to think of....

i was thinking of something ridiculous that shouldn't come from my mind....

i hate the idea, the imagination and all these can't be done things =_=''

cuti lagi

hehe

on da way balik kelantan^^

but mcm biasa, have to stay in lcct for one nite...

huhuww

what a long journey =_=''

nak cepat smpi!!!!

;(

"You Haven't Seen The Last Of Me"

"You Haven't Seen The Last Of Me"

~Cher~

Feeling broken
Barely holding on
But there's just something so strong
Somewhere inside me
And I am down but I'll get up again
Don't count me out just yet

I've been brought down to my knees
And I've been pushed way past the point of breaking
But I can take it
I'll be back
Back on my feet
This is far from over
You haven't seen the last of me
You haven't seen the last of me


They can say that
I won't stay around
But I'm gonna stand my ground
You're not gonna stop me
You don't know me
You don't know who I am
Don't count me out so fast

I've been brought down to my knees
And I've been pushed way past the point of breaking
But I can take it
I'll be back
Back on my feet

This is far from over
You haven't seen the last of me

There will be no fade out
This is not the end
I'm down now
But I'll be standing tall again
Times are hard but

I was built tough
I'm gonna show you all what I'm made of

I've been brought down to my knees

ckit lg...

haha counting down!!!

i'm counting down!!!!!!!!!!

BALIK!!!!

suka....

cuti nie mmg agak panjang dr cuti2 lain...

fuh....

nak settle evrything n pulai!!!!

^^

in love with him rite now!!!

KIM HYUN JOONG!!!

so hot!!!

awww

;p

wallpaper tuk diri sendiri;p

i wish....

OMG....

i am so wishing u to be happy...

OMG....

i am so wishing u to be happy...

OMG....

i am so wishing u to be happy...

OMG....

please help my dear to be happy.....

please help my dear to be happy.....

please help my dear to be happy.....

please make all sorrow goes away....

please make all sorrow goes away....

please let dream comes true....

please let wish comes true....

please let the love she wish come to her and belong to her....

even it is hard...but let it soft and easier for her.....

sathuk^^

singgah

haha nak start stdy tp tgn nie gatal nk tkn blogger dulu....

ok la...

singgah jap^^

just drop by....nak penuh kan page n nak ingt kan diri sendri yg dtg sejauh nie untk bljr bkn tuk bnd lain....

lam journey nie tuk capai kejayaan....

and there maybe lots of other things past by....

kawan...

hal-hal lain...

nice xperience...

bad xperience....

and lots more....

the good one come in, so di kira good luck....

the bad one come by, so di kira bad luck n as pengajaran....

so senyum la...

bahagia la....

sbb lam journey nie ko x keseorangan....

at least ko leh tgk bnyk lg org yg duk sm2 jln lam journey nie....

so aper salah nye klu nk tegur n baik2 ngn kwn se journey nie??

be nice to each other....

because one day when u are there, ur destiny, u may not see them anymore....

one day u will find that all the faces are replaced by the other faces....

so keep them tight in your heart and in ur memory....

because one day....for sure u will miss them so much....

these warmth, hardship, happiness, sadness, and lots more will forever be in ur heart and memory...

so while they are here, appreciate them and be happy^^

my heart feel so....so...deep inside have something tht prevent me from being happy...

and i don't know wht is it....

hope i know wht is it and i can take care of it and be happy...like others....

^^

tiba-tiba

tiba2 rase nak bljar bahasa;

- Korea

-Tamil

-Hindustan

bes la klu kiter tgk citer or dgr something without bother dgr subtitle...

tp for bhs jepun n cina? haha xtau naper xminat ;p

korea n hindi best^^

done?

what i never did is done.....

come on SUMY!!!!!

=_=''

it's ok

taste of giving up is just never sweet....

depending on other people for our own luck is totally suck.....

depending on our own suck luck is just harder.....

owh...

i am so giving up....

i am so suck rite now.....

wanna ask for help.....

what help is there for me?

;(

just bear with it and hope it past fast...

let all this things past....

too much to hold is too much to lose.....

suck....

Kidz

Take That
Kidz

Kings and Queens and Presidents
Ministers of Governments
Welcome to the future of your world

Through talking heads that took liberties
The monkeys learnt to build machines
They think they'll get to heaven through the universe

They say nothing
Deny everything
And make counter accusations
My friends, my dear, my love, my God

There'll be trouble when the kidz come out (come out)
There will be lots for them to talk about (about)
There'll be trouble when the kidz come out
When the kidz come out, when the kidz come out
When the kidz come out

Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey
What you looking at
Hey, hey, hey, hey
You want a bit of that
Hey, hey, hey, hey
There will be trouble when the kidz come out
When the kidz come out
Hey

Mirror, mirror on the wall
Who's the fairest of them all?
The Good, the Bad, the Ugly or the Beautiful

Because it's up hill and against the wind
With no-one there to let us in
Leave your thoughts and save yourself you fool

The daggers of science
Evolving into violence
We're not sure where the fallout blows
But we all know ·

There'll be trouble when the kidz come out (come out)
There will be lots for them to talk about (about)
There'll be trouble when the kidz come out
When the kidz come out, when the kidz come out
When the kidz come out

Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey
What you looking at
Hey, hey, hey, hey
You want a bit of that
Hey, hey, hey, hey
There will be trouble when the kidz come out
When the kidz come out
Hey

Out on the streets tonight
They're making peace tonight
They're making peace

La, la, la, la...

There'll be trouble when the kidz come out
There will be lots for them to talk about
There'll be trouble when the kidz come out
When the kidz come out, when the kidz come out

There'll be trouble when the kidz come out

just not worth keeping....

^^

test 2

aiyo...

test 2 dah nak smpi....

tp diri sendiri?

still at da same 'malas', 'xgerak', 'xder mood' .....

haisshhhh aper nk jd nie sumithra?

come on!!!!

t dah nak busy ngn meeting la, program la....

masa nie la nk stdy....

come on 2!!!!

;(

bad time...

'When you're having a bad day, you have a choice.

You can complain and gripe and dwell on the misery,

or you can let go of it and look for the good,

and maybe, just maybe, even laugh about it.'

^^

still in holz mood?

still in holz mood?

may be...

i'm so lazy right now.....

=_=''

wanna escape!!!!

can anybody help?

escape from this laziness....

aduh.....

;(

now i understand.....

now i understand....

i understand what life look like....

i won't seek....

i will stop seeking.....

i will not just wait for my dream to become true....

thanx to Prosecutor Princess^^

this drama teach me to fight and be happy even i'm doing things that i hate the most in life....

because this is life...it's not a dream.....

life, you have to live it and struggle from day to day to fulfill it....

but a dream, u dream and hope it to happen.....when it happens,u are the most happy person in the world...but if not....u are the most sad person in the world....from this u will become very tired and may even give up....

but if you u live your life, do all the best in what ever u are in....u will be happy^^

now that i will do my best to fulfill my life as student of animal health and production of upmkb...

even this is so much away from what i want,...but God knows this is the best for me...

so i will stop hoping and do this!

Do it!

Do in the best way!

Chayok!!!^^

Next?

so, in UPMKB again for another half session of this sem^^

whoaa?

what is next eh?

before that, test one result just come out....

huhu

how?

ok la.....

but not for VPK;(

all i wish in heart is i want to be 'Sumithra' just like i am in sem 1 n 2....

in head...it's all about study.....

i want to be that person again.....

n i am very sure that i'm back...

however, there are lots MTM things needed to be done....

i will try my best to do it as i'm the one who choose it.....

God, please let this sem be a good sem for me in term of study and MTM stuffs....

i really wish i could get the best; as my mum's birthday present this sem.....

with tears running even in my sleep on the plane to get here, i am so hoping and wish it will happen......

i can't keep my tears anymore....

how much money goes, how much time past,

how much my mum spent on me

to be here....

she is there alone....

i will not let her done do i???

God, please...i will do my best....please help me this time.....

two more sem to go....

please help me.....

chayok sumy!^^