encounter difficult people

have you ever encounter difficult people?
difficult here might means not on the same page with you?
and they kinda live in the very same book with you so you can't run but to face that page everyday...

so difficult and denial until i can't breathe to face them...

how can someone be so difficult to deal with?

so denial...denying every words you said even if it's true...

deny that we don't work out and insist on working it out just as a drama for people to watch...
when nobody's watching it then they tend to act normal and careless...

how can i follow the flow?

i don't know how...in front people i act like this so same goes at the back...i don't have two types of action...real and fake...i don't have that...i wish i have only one, by principle, REAL....

how can you pretend so well? deny so hard? and selfish so bad?

how can you be such person and still breathe free among of people?

and why the hell i'm seeing this and nobody else does?

and why must i take your action as a friendship when i know deep down it's faking and competitive?

God, give me some strength...give me some strength...please....