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whenever i call my mum...she'll know exactly what i feel from my voice in the phone...

and when i say i'm stress...

she'll always know it's not about studying...

not that i'm that good...but she knows how much i love learning and never curse the knowledge for being too hard to understand...

she knows i have very least interest in human relation...

and all she said is...those who give you problem won't give you grads cert or 4.0 or pass the sooca...

it's you who will bring yourself there...so, don't bother making them creating your results...

focus on studies...

because this kind of relation stuff will pass but your result stays forever...

thank you Ama..

i feel so much better talking to you...

even it's not much but it feels so relieved...

not that she asks me to be selfish...or being so focus on goal kind of person...

but she said sometimes, this kind of problem is just so little but your brain tend to make it big...

because we got emotional...

emotional always win to those who never think...

Ama...i wish i can be home...just sit there...that's it...my strength just came back again~