it's sad that it's all turned out to be the same...

it's saddened me that all of the people i know turned out to be the same when it comes to relationship...
i don' t want to be like that if i'm in one...but who am i to think i can make it turns out differently...
sure will be the same thing anyway...maybe that's why it's so hard for me to try one...
maybe i'm not ready to lose myself yet...