i'm sad because

i'm sad because i'm surrounded by people who running around searching for happiness but never once stay with their own selves....
i'm sad because everyone counts little things people do but never count giant things they've done....
i'm sad because all of my life i have known compassion but here it doesn't apply until you're useful...
i'm sad because people would rather be rude and seem strong than be kind and seem weak...
i'm sad because everyone here thinks they are special and deserve attention but no one actually give any back...
i'm sad because everything here is a race...not of success but of fame, attention, loves and status...
i'm sad because when i sit there and sad, or just said i'm sad...people will not even ask why...
i'm sad because i'm here thinking about this, on how to survive in such world but they are there living carelessly not thinking about anyone but themselves...
i'm that i'm this tired not because of studying but of people...
i'm sad that my life is hard this way...

is there any hope at all for people here?

is there any hope at all that they will ever change or at least any hope at all that i get less painful?

God...i'm sick...so sick...and i don't know what's the cure for it...