you know what's scary?

you know what's scary?

not the unseen love...
not the soulmate who never appear in your life...
not the rejection feeling that you get from your love ones...

but

it's the person who can't love...
it's the person who thinks she doesn't not meant to love or to be loved...
it's the person who trying her best to run away from it...and never think for a second that
she deserves some warms and loves from people...

that's scary...

because from that...she has been hurting people who have pure feeling for her...
because from that...she thinks she gonna ended up alone but lots of hands out there trying to hold
and walk with her...
she disappoints them all...

does she deserve those loves?
who on earth doesn't deserve love?
is love that scary?
is warm burning her up?

or is the cold after the warmth that make she scared?

because nothing stays...you know..nothing stays...

everything changes...

the person who said love you today might be gone tomorrow...
and what is this girl going to do when that happen?

maybe she needs to get over that thought...
that thought that she doesn't deserve any loves...or hurts...
everyone deserves to be loved and hurt...

what's a life without hurt?

dull isn't it?

maybe it's time to open up to love and hurt...
they come in package...no matter what you do...

maybe yeah...that's the word... OPEN UP

open up to people, to love, to warm and to hurt itself...

maybe that's what life is about...

to love

to be loved

to do mistake

and to be hurting...

accept it sumy...accept it...and take it...don't throw it away~