how can women be so disgusting?

i'm a woman... i see women around me, women around the world, women stories... how can women be so disgusting? define disgusting? they can be so lost in emotions...  they can be so lost in stupidity... how can they be so lost? i see most of women are so lost in relationships... i don't know about guys because i'm not one of them... so all i'm gonna say about is what i see...what i experience... and women are not gonna like it when i put it this way... don't worry gals...i'm one of you... so, what was i saying? yes, how can...

came across this song

Song For Zula  by Phosphorescent Some say love is a burning thing That it makes a fiery ring Oh but I know love as a fading thing Just as fickle as a feather in a stream See, honey, I saw love. You see, it came to me It put its face up to my face so I could see Yeah then I saw love disfigure me Into something I am not recognizing See, the cage, it called. I said, “Come on in” I will not open myself up this way again Nor lay my face to the soil, nor my teeth to the sand I will not lay like this for days now upon end You...

have you ever walk down that memory lane?

that memory lane... that time that i was so nervous, hopeful, tortured by wishes and omg so many more feelings that are impossible to list down one by one... then here i am...nearly finishing my 2nd year here like i won't believe it's happening... few more exams then i'm done with 2nd year... but urghhh MRP, MIED, KOSAN PAYMENT, UNPAD PAYMENT and bla bla bla... gosh everything wraps up like wanna kill me alive... even worst on my...

one of Malay song...

"Bila aku jatuh cinta Kan ku sebut namamu Kan ku tulis lagumu Akan ku katakan kata-kata indah Hanya untukmu Bila aku jatuh cinta Kan ku sebut namamu Kan ku tulis lagumu Akan ku katakan kata-kata indah Bila aku jatuh cinta Kan ku doakan kamu Menyempurnakan aku Akan ku buatkan semua yang terinda...

you know what's scary?

you know what's scary? not the unseen love... not the soulmate who never appear in your life... not the rejection feeling that you get from your love ones... but it's the person who can't love... it's the person who thinks she doesn't not meant to love or to be loved... it's the person who trying her best to run away from it...and never think for a second that she deserves some warms and loves from people... that's scary... because from that...she has been hurting people who have pure feeling for her... because from that...she thinks she gonna...