i spent so much time worrying...

i spent too much time worrying about things i shouldn't be worrying about...

i spent so much time trying to walk in someone else's shoes that i forgot to tie mine...

i spent so much time thinking that people will be doing the same...but no..they're not...

i spent so much time thinking, tip toeing, and caring that i forgot how to live...

i won't do it anymore...will i ever?

i scared of myself that i can't trust myself to be normal...to do what normal people do...you know, not caring and stuff...

i'm such a naive...

and i feel stupid...

feel wasted and empty...

God, if i ever love myself like people do...

i should have gotten better life, better results and even meet better people...i guess~