my favorite

“The important thing is that you work for yourself, not for my approval.  If you feel that doing well matters to you,  you become your most loyal fan as well as your most severe critic.”-Judith Rodin, PhD, president of the Rockefeller Foundation on the RockBlo...

superb advices

On Confrontation When I was maybe six, I saw 
a photograph in a magazine of a young woman holding a bouquet of flowers up to a police officer who was pointing a gun at her—it was a 1970s 
image from an antiwar protest. Terribly intrigued by the contradiction 
depicted in that photo, I asked my mother about it. She explained that the woman was trying to win over 
the officer with kindness. Her exact words: “Zap them back with super love.” I’ve thought of that phrase many times over the years in trying moments. I’ve never regretted zapping anyone...

i wish i can grab the moment....

there is a lot of moments here than i can't afford to grab it... the moments of friendship that i wish i can afford to be with my friends... and for that i wish i can use the moment i have on my own doing things that benefits me instead of regretting those moments i slip off... God...give me strength to go through years here... i wish i can be with my friends...but i'm such and anchor.... they all are so lovely that i can't afford to be with... Forgive me for thinking this way...but really i wish i can afford it... and lots more moment...

i'm too easily distracted

this is the best way... i'm too easily distracted... by people news, emotion, highlights, i can't keep going this way... i have to stop it... bye tweeters... you have been really releasing my stress...but i have to let you go... bye now, bye for good~ hahahaha such an emo kids >.< grow up sumy!...

i'm so lost right now

maybe the best thing now that occur to me is me accepting that i'm lost...ok let's start from there... i can't study... i can't focus... i'm worried... i'm so worried... i'm so stuffed with worries... worry of my status in learning, in grades, in socials and even in health... why am i so worried all the time? i can't even have a proper sleep...it'll be either too much or too little... i can't remember when that i'm not worried and happy... i can't... i need help... i need support... i need cheers from people around me.. but...

you're so wrong for me

so what's the right and wrong person for you in your life? i don't know how to categorize it but i'll let my instinct tell me... and you my dear, is so wrong for me... God might hate me, God might punish me, and life might take turn on me, but i have to let you go, or i'm letting myself go from you... you are so wrong for me... so wrong... after all these time, you try to hurt me every chances you have, you only care how lonely you're or how unhappy you're but not other people around you... i supported you through studies...

ครึ่งหนึ่งของชีวิต

....................................... เมื่อความรักมันพังลง เราเหมือนคนไม่เต็มคน เหมือนครึ่งหนึ่งชีวิตนี้หล่นหาย แบ่งชีวิตให้เขาแล้ว เขาก็พามันจากไป ไม่มีทางจะทำใจได้เลย ไม่เคยหันมองดูตัว มัวเสียดายวันเวลา ฝันว่าอาจจะคืนมาเหมือนเคย เพิ่งจะรู้ว่ารักแท้ มันไม่ไกลไม่ห่างเลย แค่เพียงกลับมาสนใจตัวเอง ครึ่งหนึ่งของชีวิต ที่เราทำหายไป ต่อให้นอนเสียดายไปจนตายมันก็เท่านั้น เหลืออีกครึ่งชีวิต ที่มันยังต้องการ ความรักตัวเองกลับมา ชีวิตมันมีคุณค่ากว่านี้ นั่งดูแขนมองดูมือ ดูหน้าตามองตัวเอง จ้องกระจกดูสักครั้งนั่นใคร เก็บชีวิตที่เหลือๆ...

PRIDE

so finally i talk to my mum bout my life here... and all she said is...everything runs with PRIDE.... me, my people...all are the same... we put our pride anywhere...we hold on to it... pride at our status, our money, our education and much more... if i say people here put pride in their money then what's the different between me and them when i put pride in my education and age? my pride is so precious that i nearly lose those who's dear to me... and somehow i was hurting from their pride too... so, who am i to blame it all on them? i...