God...it's getting harder

from the start until now...i thought i will be able to adapt to anything that's coming cause every single day of our life must have taught us for upcoming tomorrow....

but...it's getting harder God...

it's getting harder and harder...

i just can't seem to be able to cope with it...

last sem...i'm thankful for my result but..i know i can do better....

so, that make me sad...the feeling of 'i know i can do better'....

actually what if that's all you?

that's all...what u get is u...

that's all...

isn't it?

yeah...it is...

i have to try even harder...to the breaking point of my comfort zone...

i have to try harder...harder and harder!

i can answer sooca before because why? because i understand it...

i can't now because why? because i don't understand it...

yeah that simple...

and i can't blame any other people...teachers or colleagues because...it's on me...

high or low...it's all on me...

so, what am i waiting for?

get yourself to understand the case, do better for the mde and please stop failing any osce anymore sumy!

please!