goodluck out thereeeee

new sem is knockinggggg! i really hope luck is on my side for this new sem....really3 needed it >.<" sathukkkkkk ____/\__...

song that always bring me through...always

"You Haven't Seen The Last Of Me" ~Cher~ Feeling broken Barely holding on But there's just something so strong Somewhere inside me And I am down but I'll get up again Don't count me out just yet I've been brought down to my knees And I've been pushed way past the point of breaking But I can take it I'll be back Back on my feet This is far from over You haven't seen the last of me You haven't seen the last of me They can say that I won't stay around But I'm gonna stand my ground You're not gonna stop me You don't know...

risau, depress and really really need to do this

it's a very crucial time of sem, FINAL... and i can't find any strength left to do this SOOCA...goshhhh where my semangat gone? xde semangat sangat2!! nak tdo xlena, bgn pun murung...sbb depressed then can't even do anything because of worries... see human. how powerful your mind is...see i can't do a thing until i get my brain, my mind right...but how? God, show me ways...why i'm so down? so scared? so negative? goshhhh please help me....only You can give me strength...only You...sathu...

be a person of values

there are many types of students on earth.... you can choose one to be.... let's take few examples... 1) Students of Values this kind...is a student who studies, seeking for knowledge, try to apply and help others around... like Patch Adam said "I find myself get what i want faster when i help others getting what they want" This kind of student is selfless, helping and share.... This is the hardest kind to find.... 2) Students of Seeking, and Determine this type is determine and never let their goals slip their hands... this...

Beautiful....

"Lay Your Hands" by Simon Webbe Sometimes life can be a burden Trine stay one step ahead I feel the world upon my shoulder each timeI'm standing out on the edge And my hopes have all deserted meLike they washed away in the sandAnd it's hurting my pride Trine survive But i know i stand a chanceWhen you lay your hands Oh yeah`Caus it's the only thing I have that still makes sense (Oh baby, when I`m calling out) Give me love and affection,Keep telling me, show me the way.(Oh, if you see me falling down)Lift...

expired?

when there is happy moment...i tend to think of it's expiring date.... and same goes to sad moment... so, it will expired isn't it? everything? how long? just...wish those happy moment stay and those sad ones rotten and fade away.... too selfish am i? i just wish all of us will stay happy...like this....alway...

let in let out let go

before as a kid...i used to be this little naive girl who just let everyone in and made friends with everybody on earth because i thought human are suppose to be friends... then i grew up in this little school who taught me that human are nothing like that... then i grew up even more somewhere far from home and i see, owh actually if you met the right one your life won't be so bad... and then now i know, not everyone that you let in, gonna make you their world, and same goes to your own self.... it's the hardest thing to see who's right...

oh God....

my mind...one side is thinking bout exams that's coming in the next 9 days....yeah 9 freaking days left! >.<  and another side, thinking bout procrastinating, lazy, giving up. so hard to start, and all those negative stuff that won;t make myself study...urghhhh really sick of these feelings! when am i gonna get it that i'm the only one who can safe myself from darkness, no one is coming to take me to the bright side, if i can't bring myself there, then, i;m not gonna get there.... Phrak ei...chuai che duai....sathukkkk why...

till when u gonna be a loser?

till when u gonna be a loser sumy? control your mind! don't make every day goes by so hard by searching for reasons to not be happy! and just make yourself study please! that's your purpose of being here...not trolling around, having heavy feelings, care, feeling bad or what so ever time consuming useless things! gosh! get back to your sense! why are u so lost?! it's that hard to study? don't you want this?  don't you love this? environment? no, nothing to blame here....you know...environment never affecting...

sumy seriously

sumy seriously?! since when your happiness is based on others? since when??!! urghhhh  come back to your sense! you can do this! yeah, drifted away by that much!! urghhhh STUPID?! omg omg omg what have i done to myself?! shit! ok sorry for that~ ;pp thank God for today....all of sudden, i feel like i'm fully awake! so much to study sumy! and still keep on 'layaning' feelings and people who just as stress as you and they create their own pollution...and you are so involved...goshhh since when ko kisah dunia nie?? STUDY SAYANG...