my study type...

kena atas batang hidung...hahaha sape suruh jawab benda2 psychology nih;pp my study type: You Are Intellectual :) You don't really like to study; you like to learn. You prepare for tests sort of naturally. You aren't one to memorize lots of facts. You just tend to remember what is interesting - and you find a lot interesting.  You tend to feel unprepared for most tests you take, but you end up doing a lot better than you expect. You're not the type to learn something for a few weeks only to forget it later.  When you learn,...

Like A Star

so...you know you love someone when you can't stand to see them hurting... i love you people.... my altatayan group... hope God bless us all... "Like A Star" Just like a star across my sky, Just like an angel off the page, You have appeared to my life, Feel like I'll never be the same, Just like a song in my heart, Just like oil on my hands, Honour to love you Still I wonder why it is, I don't argue like this, With anyone but you, We do it all the time, Blowing out my mind, You've got this look I can't describe, You make...

so many words

few things going on in my head lately... and these things are trying so hard to take me off my goals... GOALS? yeahhhh bla bla bla...but seriously, we live our life thinking we need to be happy so we don't even wanna spend a day struggling...but struggling is essential...because at the end of the day, that's what you counted on... i hate to say that for me...the step of 'stick to it' is hard to carry on... i am totally capable of distraction.... entertainment... friends... people... life...

when i'm thinking about it...

 "Surgeon can't be lazy, the risks are too great, the seconds we stop pushing ourselves, something terrible happens, something we never see it's coming" _Grey's_ well, all the words above doesn't say anything wrong....every each of the word is true...not just for a surgeon but for everyone...we can't stop pushing ourselves....and here i am...being lazy all day and focus on something emergency but not something important...that's one thing about me joining organization...i tend to care more about that because i'm not good at it...well, that...

life.update.thinking

hey there bloggers! quite sometime i'm not updating my blog yea? hmmmm so today i feel like typing my heart out! ;pp been a busy, tiring and confusing week for me, owh scary too! why? we'll get to that... study wise, hmmm so far so good...i just still feel like a directionless sail... still figure out what and which to do, to figure out and to plan next...haihhhh normal... book, papers, presentation, friends, money and fooddddd yeah, i have to put food as one of the things i'm thinking and trying about...why? haha normal issue...