everyone...everyone around me seems so happy...
so perfect, so alive, so content...
they have lots of stories to share and i just...just have nothing to share back...
they are just...so damn happy...
am i being jealous? NO...
i'm happy for them...
but i just wonder, when is the last time i have had that kind of moment?
do i even have one before?
i just can't remember when is the last time i'm being happy...
people's life are moving on so beautifully that i'm sometime getting confused,
why the hell that i'm the only one who can't...
