problems....

that moment when u realize u're surrounded by nothing but problems....

u just can't see the bright side of life....

people hate u for u....

u find hard time to even talk to ur own family members....

u feel don't deserve to be where u are...

and most of all, u feel regret of having this life....

people are different....

other people sip a lucky drink while u're the one who get to drink the poisoned one....

just that, when u gonna get that lucky sip too right?? just when??

it is so hard, so impossible and such a dream for me to lead 'this' kind of life....

don't ask bout other people....

their timing are just better and better...

not mine...of course not....

i just wish to be one of those lucky people....

but lucky is not always my option....

work hard? yes? plus never pay off....

i feel like i've been punished for my stupid decision...

can i say it has been....9 months? and now i've made it worst...

money also gone....

sh*t what have i done to me n family?

people are out of mind sometime, but they keep getting what they want....

me being out of mind? dooooommmmm a freaking boom just landed =_=''

God....sometime i feel like u left me behind because i choose not to listen to u...

can You turns back n look at me now?

can You take care of me too even after so many sinssss?

can You give me at least strength to walk into ur sight?

please....