need...

i thought u might need some space to live without me so that you can see any other option of life...

it's not easy for me either but it good for you...

who we know one day you will find how much you regret being with me so long that you lost great opportunity out there with other better person...

don't get me wrong...i just giving u space, time to choose....

if u find a better one, it is the greatest relief....but if u don't...never forget, i'm here...

because i know u always deserve better :)

so much crazy on them right now^^

meaning of 'Sumithra'

Sumithra based on Indian Sanskrit means 'Good Friend' or 'Love'

omg...

hope it suiting me...is it??;p

Good Friend??

Love??

Haha maybe that is what to achieve in life;)

Furthermore;

People with this name tend to be natural leaders, self-sufficient, and ambitious. They generally want to make their own decisions in life and are not afraid to take charge or manage a situation. It is important for them to avoid extremes of bossiness or shyness. They tend to be too impulsive. Professionally, they can be successful in political leadership, celebrity status, or as a small business owner.

soon

on 10 test public health, 13 test animal disease plus oral test meat production n on 20 test meat production...

haiiiyyoooo can i do this?? i'm so scared of study right now...don't know if what i study worth the questions coming out....questions quite trolling with me sometime...i read that and another things come out...huhhhh i can't imagine my self answering animal disease this 13...just can't imagine...

it's time to be really really really patient

....it's time to be really patient in my life....

and the only thing i know is;

'only my true friend will know much i got hurt by my own friends tonight'

worth

those who never listen not worth talking....

and those never give not worth taking....

those never love not worth a loving...

human life is always should be symbiosis....

hope one day..these people will know how much they loss just because they talk too much and never listen,

how much they loss when they just know how to take and take care of their own scar but never really give and take care of others,

how much people loss when they just know how to love never hate and hate never love...

now that i have those i love, i like, i don't like and hate....

its human qualification....

proud to have those...

not live my life to impress anyone and not living to make sure everything is perfect...

because perfect will only mean you never do anything wrong which possibly means you just never get out from you comfort zone...

and only those who going out from their comfort zone are those who growing up because they always learn something new....

......................

holiday...choices...wanted...hope

now that my life dwell between these things....

haihhhh

my heart is overwhelming thinking about these stuffs....

like bursting already thinking about it....

can get but shouldn't.....wanna have but too early...and wanna go but no opportunity...

let's hope nice things will come with the future imagined of....

let's hope...

^^starting^^

i think i start what i wanna start for so long...

thanks to my friends Kak Zu, Nikki, and Zuzu for cool support

throughout my first day of jogging! hehehe

unbelievable i know....

haha

but eventually, i started it...

and i hope that nothing going to ruin it especially my lazy mood...

i wanna loss some weight so bad...it is not just to look good but also to be healthy^^

i trained my self to eat to heart content till i was a kid....

i can't denial that i love eating so much and hate working out...

i don't like outdoor activities especially those needs lots of work out...

huhu its tiring...

but now that i know it is never too late to start...

it may seems easy for those who love these things but not for me...

imagine a girl who never wear a sport shoes to run or jogging for 20 years does it once, and start it... it is so hard at the starting step...but with God willing i hope one day i can go out on my own...

i should keep going....

i must reach a weight i dream of!^^

i can do this!!!

chayok2!!^^

stay firm, stay healthy sumy!!^^

so hard huh??

certain things for others maybe very easy to get but for us is so hard even to dream about it.....

certain things for us is so easy to get while others just can imagine about it.....

peoples' life is not same....

fate draws it all out and we just go along with it....

it maybe so hard for us but easy for others while in certain thing it is easy for us and hard for others...

this is called to world balance...

to balance the life....

so that there is always someone on top and someone at the bottom but never worry because

it can spin up and down like ball....

life is like that....

yes it is...

so, when there is hard time for us while others are so happy...

remember that there will be time for us to feel those happiness too...

just never give up when seeing other people success...

because one day...

our time will come too

one day....

truth...

that the truth is,

everyone is going to hurt you.

You just got to find the ones worth suffering for.

Look around,

look closely at the people in your life right now,

and ask yourself about each one:

'Is (s)he worth suffering for?'

if yes...than go for it....don't regret any hurt and love^^

bad dream

i wish i can fix it...

i used to regret my action in a dream i had before ;p like really really regret it..haha sound silly but sometime a bad dream can make us sad...its like a drama we watch while sleeping...so at least, the ending should be good ;p

wonder

i am wondering if i live my life right?

whenever i waste my time...i feel like i far more behind than others...

even it is holiday....

God, show me ways if i lost....

please lend me a hand and show me lit...

;(

don't be

don't be such attention seeker...

i'm not good in giving attention...

seriously....

plez..

album in plan^^

album in plan^^

i'm going to do an album special for memories in upmkb^^ like before in faris petra...

haha

still planing not yet hands on....huhu

hopefully i can find affordable album and wanna print out all the pictures involved...

chayok sumy!!^^

haha album je kot... ;p ye la tuk org malas camnie, benda nie pn kena bg semangat tau...

nnt xjd krj... hahaha ;)

soon going to leave upmkb kampus, upmkb's life, people and friends....

but 1 thing for sure to remain is the memories...

happily count down to the end but can't bear the sadness either ;(

let's hope these 3 months left will give the best as i will do my best!!

\(^_^)/