Sunday, April 24, 2011

^^Olly Murs, for those who's keeping something inside....(uuu love season)^^


Artist: Olly Murs
Title: Please Don't Let Me Go

Please Don't Let Me Go

Where do I begin?
Should I tell you
How bad I need you now
You're underneath my skin
But I'm confused
My head is spinning all around

I waited so long
I need to know, darling
What is on your mind

Normally I try to run
And I might even want to hide
Cause I never knew what I wanted
Til I looked into your eyes
So am I in this alone?
What I'm looking for is a sign
That you feel how I feel for you

Baby please don't let me go
Baby please don't let me go
Baby please don't let me go
No, please don't let me go
Baby no, no, no, no

Badabadeebaba

What else can I say? (Can I say)
My heart is beating double time, yeah
And do you feel the same?
(Do you feel the same)


Don't leave me in the dark, no
But baby don't put out this spark, no
I waited so long
I need to know, darling
What is on your mind
Normally I try to run

And I might even want to hide

Cause I never knew what I wanted
Til I looked into your eyes
So am I in this alone?
What I'm looking for is a sign


That you feel how I feel for you
Baby please don't let me go
Baby please don't let me go
Baby please don't let me go
No, please don't let me go
Baby no, no, no, no

Caught in the inquisition
Under these conditions
I need a definition
Is it love that we're sharing
Show me that you're caring
You see my fascination
Tell me I'm not mistaken
Give me the information I need
1, 2, 3
Normally I try to run
And I might even want to hide
Cause I never knew what I wanted
Til I looked into your eyes
So am I in this alone?
What I'm looking for is a sign
That you feel how I feel for you
Baby please don't let me go
(Don't let me go)
Baby please don't let me go
(Please don't let me go)
Baby please don't let me go (Don't let me go)
No, please don't let me go
Baby no, no, no, no



p/s: nice song! just found it.....suit for those who are in love but still blur2;p
me?
hahah no la! just a nice song to share...try, listen! ^^

Friday, April 22, 2011

just notice that....


it is not that i have no mood to study....
but i afraid to start.....
Oh My God....
what happen to me?
i used to happy to study....
Stdy is sometime releasing my stress from the world!
But now?
It is the stress.....
OMG....
what happen???











Oh please don't make this long for me....
please give me strength to face it......
Please......
(>.....<)

Monday, April 18, 2011

warmth....

This is...uh...my WALLPAPER for now!!!
^^

i don't know why....
but every time i look at it....
i feel like studying....
feel like i want to study with a smile on my face and surrounded by vintage surrounding....
it is warmth and peaceful.....
owh...i wish i could have this.....
hahaha
classic me;p

but seriously this pic is warm and peaceful.....
sooooo niiiicccceeee

chayok study!^^

Faith...reason...life....fight....

I have faith that i will be able to do something when i try my best....
I have reason why i choose this kind of life to live.....
I have faith in God that HE will give the best if i try my best.....
I have reason to choose such a dangerous way to live......
With responsibilities all around me that need so much attention.....
I have faith that i can do it.....

I hope this faith won't go away.....
I hope i can hold on my reason for choosing this way....

Inside of me is yelling i should stop 'suiciding' my own self....
But, the more inside...tell me that this will turn better and bring more.....

I have to learn....
Learning is never end....
If i stop now...i feel like i'm not a human....not a fighter....

I have to do this....all my best!!!

I have faith that the thing i choose based on learning reason will give me something and this will teach me to survive......

Please....
Please make sure that my faith is not wrong.....
It is right and i has to be.....
(^_^)

Sunday, April 17, 2011

It's coming...it's near.....

Haihhhhh.....
da dekat final da!!!
>.<

Mati la.....
hahahaha

Still nervous....
Still nervous....
Still nervous....

this is a positive nervous,
i hope i will have this positive nervous to the end compare to no mood or giving up.....

God, please bless me and all my friends....
let we achieve what we dream for, let it be easier for us to go through......

This is tough and need lots of determination and passion.....

I admit i never love this course i take.....
but please let me have a peace of mind and go through this final exam and next final year of my study.....

I will;

Hold on to what is good, even if it's a handful of earth.....
Hold on to what i believe, even if it's a tree that stands by itself....
Hold on to what i must do, even if it's a long way from here....
Hold on to my faith, even if it's easier to let go.....
Hold on to God's hand.....

Please guide me and support me.....


I wish i could do the best......

Chayok2!!!

!!!ALL THE BEST!!!

Thursday, April 14, 2011

tired of forgetful me....

i always forget....
i can forget almost everything in my life!!!!!!!
when i'll be better in this?

notes, reminder, alarm....
become nothing already......
when can i be a remember-person huh??

=_=''

so tired.....

wanna change......

for those who don't know me.....
they can just thing i am an ignorance.....
but actually.....
i forgot!!!

and i tend to regret.....
huh....

sorry.....
=_='''

Thursday, April 07, 2011

please go away.....

please go away 'sleepy', i dun need you......
please go away 'tired', i dun need you....
please go away 'bad mood', i dun need you......
please go away 'sadness', i dun need you......
please go away 'worries', i dun need you......
please go away 'stress', i dun need you......
please go away 'scare', i dun need you......
please go away 'laziness', i dun need you......
please go away 'lack-of-confident', i dun need you......
please go away 'hypocrite + "hypocriter" ', i dun need you......
please go away 'mean', i dun need you......
please go away 'bad, cruel, immature mind', i dun need you......

i dun need these all feelings, condition and who that practice them, even myself.....
please go away bad things.....
i wanna focus for final......
please don't be my distraction....
;(


(asyik2 nk tdo jek ari2!!!;( cmner nk stdy???!!!!)

;p

Tuesday, April 05, 2011

Sem 4....ok ke?larat ke?

Subjects

-EPT 1101
-SHW 2001
-SHW 2300
-SHW2501
-VPM2001
-SHW2103

Larat ke Sumy?
Sumy nk dekan ek sem4 nie?
Haha....
Carry marks?
Huhhhh
Macam hancur jek.....
Try all the best la...
All the subject listed, 5 out of 6 have to get A then u'll get dekan....
hurrmmmm
??????????????

Leh x??
N mak selalu ckp, 'leh x' dgn 'nak x' tue diff....

k3...

Sumy, NAK X?

Klu nak?

Aper lagi?!!
Jom!!
^^Semangat2^^

Mana la tau....
final n assignment nie Tuhan murah kan rezeki^^
mana la tau dapat nnt....

^^Sathuk!!!^^


!!!CHAYOK2!!!


Thursday, March 31, 2011

what a lyric.....haha;P

"King Of Anything"
~SARA BAREILLES~

Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)

Keep drinkin' coffee
Stare me down across the table
While I look outside

So many things I'd say if only I were able
But I just keep quiet
And count the cars that pass by

You've got opinions, man
We're all entitled to 'em
But I never asked

So let me thank you for time
And try to not waste any more of mine
Get out of here fast

I hate to break it to you babe
But I'm not drowning
There's no one here to save

Who cares if you disagree
You are not me
Who made you king of anything
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died
And made you king of anything

Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)

You sound so innocent
All full of good intent
You swear you know best

But you expect me to
Jump up on board with you
Ride off into your dellusional sunset

I'm not the one who's lost
With no direction oh
But you won't ever see

You're so busy makin' maps
With my name on them in all caps
You got the talkin' down just not the listening

And who cares if you disagree
You are not me
Who made you king of anything
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died
And made you king of anything

All my life
I've tried
To make everybody happy while I
Just hurt
And hide
Waitin' for someone to tell me it's my turn
To decide

Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)

Who cares if you disagree
You are not me
Who made you king of anything
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died
And made you king of anything

Who cares if you disagree
You are not me
Who made you king of anything
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died
And made you king of anything

Let me hold your crown, babe
Oh oh
Ah
........................................................................................................................................................
p/s:just found this....
saper sokong,saper rasa sesuai ngn dia....LAYANNNN!!!!
^^
nice song.....

if got tab here...
i will just LIKE...LIKE...LIKE!!!!haha....

Monday, March 14, 2011

Niat

Niat yg bentuk saper diri kiter compare to action, cakapan or anything else....
Certain org senyum tp niat disebaliknyer Tuhan je la yg tahu......

Klu niat dia baik, baik lah org nyer.....
klu niat jahat....seyes sometime dpt rasa 'aura hitam' membuak-buak terkeluar dari org tue.....
hahahaha

So, apa niat disebalik semua senyuman, muka-muka tue......
saper la tahu....
yang penting niat diri sendiri.....

Jgn doa kan kemusnahan org.....
Doa kan dia bahagia, cemerlang dan berjaya.....
Dan suatu hari....
Cayer la....
doa tue smua kan kembali kat diri sendiri....
^^

Friday, March 11, 2011

I want.....

I want to go out and shopping all out!!!
I want to buy a new ring fit on my chubby finger!!!
I want to step into Marry Brown and have my precious Mambo Fries!!!
I want to capture my lovely ever love sunset of Tanjung Kidurong!!!
I want to watch all 'buat harta' movie that i have!!!
I want to greet my Mum when she's here by this April!!!
I want to spend my time with her all out!!!
I want to hug her and say 'I love n miss you so much'!!!
I want to smile every time i get my result!!!
I want to receive 'Everything is done' messages!!!
I want to laugh all out by not wondering anyone would sound back to me!!!
I want to share happy time with my beloved friends and spend all day laughing!!!

huh....

and there are many more wishes that i can't write down....
forget....
hehe

i hope i can get all this wishes!!!!!
so tired and can't even find where my strength go.....

hopefully i will manage to do all the things come into life....
strive for the best!!!!
^^

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

with my strength........

with a bit strength left inside of me......
i open one note by one note.....
with this strength.....
i try my best to revise every single subject which will be tested on this 16,17,18 and 19.....
Oh My God.....
At first.....
i couldn't even find my strength....
i don't know where they go.....
they left me and go else where.....
but finally, with my Mum's face, with my dream keep telling me to keep running......
run even i know the destiny is so far....or even i will not reach it.....
I will keep running.....
Even i fall down several times.....
I will stand up and keep running.....
I have a wish....
Not a good result but a strength....
Just with the strength i will be able to do this.....
I need STRENGTH!!!!

=_=''......

so far....
so long....
so tough....
Oh God.....
please.....
make it easier.....
make it simpler.....
make me able to do this.....
study.....
such a simple word but with less time, with stress, with lots of things to go.....
it's not even complex....it's disaster!!!!

SATHUK.......
PHRAK EEIIYY CUAI CHE DUAI.....
(=_=).....

Wednesday, February 09, 2011

am i able to do this?

i just got my result for ekonomi....
as expected

worst!!!!!!!

OH MY GOD~
i nver wish for this....
what should i do??

it takes my spirit down....
i got lots to do.....
and i know....
sometimes....
study is the last list!!!!!!!!!
i can't do this anymore!!!
i have to change!!!!
study!
study!
study!!!!

i'm not that kind of person!
i have to make up this!
i'm not tht kind of person!!!
i have to try harder!!!!
^^

chayok2!!!!

got test 2 n final.....
chayok sumy!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, February 07, 2011

Mentality.......

I used to read a book....
which telling people about mentality......
it said.....
people have their own mentality.....
and there got classes!

1st, 2nd, 3rd and so on.....

1st one of cos..... Great mind!!

and so on......

When talking about mentality.....
for me.....
i will think more to manners of the person......

mentality make manners......
and
if he or she is bad or good in any aspect,
it's all based on mentality which will at last result in manners.......

For me now, i meet lots of people.....
and there are lots of 'weird' things out there....
which it makes me think how I am?

However, to create one self is never end......
i will never judge a lowest ranking student in any class as the dumbest student in the class......
but, if he or she create himself or herself to become a great person.....
one day for sure, that student will make it 1st rank in the class.....

no one low forever and no one high forever......

so come back to the topic; mentality

people have their own way of thinking.....
you can't control all people mind to like you......
you can't tell them to think about you positively all the time......

even the person you know....
and he or she may know you.....

A person may say that he or she knows you.....
but the way they 'know' you is not the way we think he or she knows us.....

what he or she says is we love chocolate....
but actually we may love fruits more......

So, he or she can tell every body that we love chocolate but we even love fruits more.....

So, conclusion is.....
You can't control what people think.....
but you can control what you think about.....

If one day, if you feel like other person is thinking about you negatively.....
so just ignore and say he or she thinks this way is because you show him or her this way....

even he or she is a teacher, good friend, classmate, or even relative.....

However, for me......
if i find out that a close person to me think so much negative towards me......
So, it's all my fault that bring them that way.....
Because i can't make them trust on me......

I can't change their mentality but i can change mine.....
It's ok......
It is just something to ignore and laugh hard!!!!
~(^_^)~

so,

use what you have learned before, see what you have faced before as lesson.....

all these things come to you with reason.....
and God knows how and why they are mend to be so......

learn from mistake and never bring yourself to it again.....

Those who repeat the same mistake is dumber.......

Stop thinking about nonsense, and start anew.....

You know where your strength come from.....
and it is not depend on all these things.....
not even a bit right??
haha

so?

what you waiting for??

Just start anew~

Forget about the pass or even present.....

Just focus on now on......

You know why are you being here....
it is to study.....
this is a part of a life long learning

If you find something extra (Good friend, boyfriend, soul mate) then it is good for you,
but if it is not than there is nothing to be regret of.....
at least you learn something from these.....

(^_^)

Chayok!!!

God, please keep me away from any bad things....
please place me with those who love me and i love them....
please let me be with those who sincere and truthfully.....
please let me happy with a right person and please give them happiness hundredth times bigger than me^^

And for those who you sent to me with a great purpose to teach me.....
Please let them find their happiness with the person who love them and sincere......
I can't say i like or love them....
Because there are so much pain.....

I can just say.....
Hope they are happy and success.....

Sathuk^^

Saturday, February 05, 2011

holz near end;)

holz da nak abis!!!!

test da nk dekat!!!!

chayok sumy chayok!!

^^

bnyk prgrm nga tggu tuk di settle.....

hohoho......

long way to go!!!

chayok!!

(^_^)