End of DKHP, UPMKB

At last, now i have finished my diploma in Animal Health n Production...haha the last time i remember, i just stepping here to register...n now i'm about to go back after 3 years spending my time struggling to finish this;p haha sorry to say...this is not really my favourite part of life but this upmkb life make me a grew up person in many ways...in term of studying, my eyes kinda opened for agriculture and livestock...in term of social, i'm kinda learned lots of stuff regarding mixing up with various type of people...they all teach me to deal woth life and teach me how to be one value person....in term of working, upmkb teaches me that i can do what ever i wanted to do but with the presence of will and hard work...

I can say i'm always saying that i don't like being here...but please la sumy...u the one that choose it rite?? haha;p so, i learn to live with my choice too....haihhh after this, i don't know how my fate will turn out....all i can say is...please don't be so doomed...haiyyaaa...really hope to get that course that i wanted so long...really me~

So, i will be back to Kelate on 27 in the morning, haha gonna miss Bintulu so much^^ on my way back will be accompanied by B, Fika and Teha....luckily there are friends going back on the same date....it will not feel so much lonely then...huhuwww

So, let's see if Bintulu will be flood with my tears or not;p haha

favourite part ;p

Have u ever have one (or more) favourite part of your body?? any part??

i have one...it's my eyes...hehehe

sorry...not promoting...just sharing around...hahahha;p

kachao!;p

thanks ama^^

i have her eyes^^

and i love it ;)

until when???

until when that i will always be hunting down by this feeling....

feeling of having less, feeling of difference and feeling of needing....

i always need that make me tired of needing but it's still need....

and i know one of my needs is to appreciate life but i'm suck at it....

i feel so down when people talk about their wonderful life which i wish to have one too....

and that is not their fault at all but mine....

can't even bring myself to smile but have to....

because i know....

i need to appreciate this life of mine~

i know...and i'm trying~

so hard....

thank you~

Ashreen thank you...

i donno i hv ever tell u or not that u are so special n like sun shine, shining so bright and cheerful...

i love to see you smile n laughing^^

it brighten my day up....

gosh...if only u know how much i'm being thankful for your presence...it's like a gift from God:)

THANK YOU for everything...for every caring, love and joy u shared

THANK YOU SO MUCH!

~LOVE YOU ASHREEN~

p/s: sorry..ade jek emo2 kat blog nie ek??haha peak time always come;p

~FOSTER THE PEOPLE~

"Call It What You Want"

Call it what you want

Call it what you want

I said just call it what you want

Call it what you want

Yeah we're locked up in ideas

We like to label everything

Well I'm just gonna do here what I gotta do here

'Cause I gotta keep myself free

You're ducking and moving just to hide your bruises from all your enemies

And I'm in the crossfire dodging bullets from your expectancies

We've got nothing to lose

You better run and hide

Yeah you've crossed the line

I've got a knife behind my back (just sayin')

We've got nothing to prove

Your social guides give you swollen eyes

But what I've got can't be bought so you can just

Call it what you want

Call it what you want

I said just call it what you want

Call it what you want

You've taken your words and you take your judgments

And stick them onto everything

If it don't conform to what you were born into,

Then you run the other way

You say, "now what's your style and who do you listen to?" who cares?

Well that rat race ladder-climbing fake-face smile's got nothing on me

We've got nothing to lose

You better run and hide

Yeah you've crossed the line

I've got a knife behind my back (just sayin')

We've got nothing to prove

Your social guides give you swollen eyes

But what I've got can't be bought so you can just

Call it what you want

Call it what you want

I said just call it what you want

Call it what you want

APPLYING

^^NOW THAT I'VE APPLIED UPU N USM^^

haha for upu;

upm - vet

ukm - forensik

upm - biokimia

ukm - biokimia

n

umk - vet

ums - sains marin

umt - sains kimia

ums - bio pemuliharaan

huhuww that's all for now..may be kemaskini in future....

usm??

there 4 for empty column to fill in...u know what i did??

pilihan 1 ; sains forensik

pilihan 2; sains forensik

pilihan 3; sains forensik

pilihan 4; sains forensik

muahaha trolling level sumithra...shhh don't let my mum know;p

i don't think i can apply for medic ever in my life...it's so far away...

not for pergigian...xminat..n so long for farmasi...haha sangat xminat!

i hope i get the sains forensik....love it since i remember life....huhuww

GOD BLESS ME...

i really hope u ease my path and make me get what suit for me...and i hope sains forensik do...;)

FINAL

final is coming...but my head never think about it..

all i think is what to pack, when, and how to post all those things back to Kelantan;P

i'm in no mood to be serious about study now...haiyyaaa (i'm going to regret this!)

but yes...all i know now is that i wanna go back as fast as i could...

go back and spend time at home like jobless man....and plan what to do from day to day...it's going to be fun^^

and blood is always denser than water....i think i can't buried my love for guitar forever just because HE loves playing guitar....i think i wanna start playing one...huhuww at last...

i try to distract my self from it by playing drum...but still...acoustic guitar is still the best...

need money to do that....

i keep thinking with the money i have...

i want iPhone, plus guitar n lots more things to buy;p

maybe my mum can support a bit...muahaha;p

so, even here...

the title is final...

i still talking about going back and plan after worth right??

haha see what i mean??

ok2...for this final...

i have to go through;

EPT1301 - 12/3

VPK2102 - 13/3

SHW2600 - 15/3

PRT2401 - 20/3

VPM2600 - 21/3

WHOAA... it's tough when they take 'neighbors' for the date..haiyyaaa...

!!CHAYOK LA SUMY!!

(most famous words i use even since) haha

so now that i have to get my head back to 'works' and start study.....

need...

i thought u might need some space to live without me so that you can see any other option of life...

it's not easy for me either but it good for you...

who we know one day you will find how much you regret being with me so long that you lost great opportunity out there with other better person...

don't get me wrong...i just giving u space, time to choose....

if u find a better one, it is the greatest relief....but if u don't...never forget, i'm here...

because i know u always deserve better :)

so much crazy on them right now^^

meaning of 'Sumithra'

Sumithra based on Indian Sanskrit means 'Good Friend' or 'Love'

omg...

hope it suiting me...is it??;p

Good Friend??

Love??

Haha maybe that is what to achieve in life;)

Furthermore;

People with this name tend to be natural leaders, self-sufficient, and ambitious. They generally want to make their own decisions in life and are not afraid to take charge or manage a situation. It is important for them to avoid extremes of bossiness or shyness. They tend to be too impulsive. Professionally, they can be successful in political leadership, celebrity status, or as a small business owner.

soon

on 10 test public health, 13 test animal disease plus oral test meat production n on 20 test meat production...

haiiiyyoooo can i do this?? i'm so scared of study right now...don't know if what i study worth the questions coming out....questions quite trolling with me sometime...i read that and another things come out...huhhhh i can't imagine my self answering animal disease this 13...just can't imagine...

it's time to be really really really patient

....it's time to be really patient in my life....

and the only thing i know is;

'only my true friend will know much i got hurt by my own friends tonight'

worth

those who never listen not worth talking....

and those never give not worth taking....

those never love not worth a loving...

human life is always should be symbiosis....

hope one day..these people will know how much they loss just because they talk too much and never listen,

how much they loss when they just know how to take and take care of their own scar but never really give and take care of others,

how much people loss when they just know how to love never hate and hate never love...

now that i have those i love, i like, i don't like and hate....

its human qualification....

proud to have those...

not live my life to impress anyone and not living to make sure everything is perfect...

because perfect will only mean you never do anything wrong which possibly means you just never get out from you comfort zone...

and only those who going out from their comfort zone are those who growing up because they always learn something new....

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