how to empty this stupid endless thinking mind?

how to stop thinking about everythi...

don't bother...

i don't even bother praying for the best anymore... its like nothing is getting better... i don't bother doing trying or even striving for better anymore.... yeah people said, everyone fails...everyone gets knocked down... you haven't try my life yet... i'm out of my time, out of my place and out of my reach here... there is signs all over the place telling me to just freaking go home... no matter how much i try...i seemed to be left out and can't catch up here... i'm just too damn scared to try...because i scared of how much it won't be...

Not in good shape

My life right now is not in good shape... Anything anything anything at all can go wrong...anything can happen and nothing seems to make sense... Its no joke how hard it can get sometimes...no joke... And im surrounded by those who are not wasy to deal with either...well we are humans...who can be simple and easy to deal with? But instead of looking at this as a bless...i look at it a curse..a freaking curse... I resent those who doesnt make my life easier...i have a life a living a survive to fight for and for few people they can make it harder...

i will always care...so much

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