After all....

after all... after all... after all... yeah why not...

Toxicity

have you ever been to a place where you stand there alone and you feel the fresh air passing by? but then come a person stand by your side, and give some energy towards you and the environment...and if it's positive, then you will feel like the environment is still nice, but then if it's negative then you feel like the environment has been polluted... so you start to have feelings that the air is dirty, smoke and harmful for your lungs... then comes the suffocation.... so you try your best to stay in that kind of environment...you wear masks...change...

Dr House

Before, i was watching house and wanna become a doctor...now i watch it and was asking...what kind of doctor i wanna become... Will i be a good doctor? Am i approachable? Will i be a safe doctor? Those are questions i have to seek for....

In the midst of giving up

In the midst of everyone is so giving up on life here...what should i do?? Everyone else is so focusing on their problems that people are actually forgot we come here to study and shall use positive force to cheer each other up... What to do if no one here is acting like friends to each other anymore... What to do when all the action came out from each person is all the negative forces... What to do when the roof we living in are so suffocating and feel like a prison? What to do if we are so giving up and dont wanna fight this anymore?? Why i feel...

Oh whyyy

Oh why i feel ao empty... What is this stupid emptiness?? I cant move...i cant focus...i cant breathe.... Oh God why its so empty... Is all my passions gone?? Do i actually dont want to do this anymore?? Why when we finally get what want...and all we did is throwing it all away?? Phrak eiii chuai che duai...sathuk...

all i want is...

all i want is just a peace of mind.... all i want is just to know answers that i'm seeking... all i want is just a little space to have my mind spoken... all i want is just not to be in competition with the one i care about... but human... they tend to fight for their rights... they tend to be so determine that their needs are more important than us... they tend to put their needs in the form of cares, of helps, of sweet words... and make us believe that that's what they actually meant... but at the end of the day, what they want are actually...

just tonight...i miss you

just tonight i miss you... just tonight i'm gonna imagine you and missing you to the bit!! owh how long have i been having this little feeling for you that keep on growing as time passed.... i have known you like forever...since we small, since we running around playing hide and seek... you inspired me through primary school, through high school, and ever since... i have always been lazy to study...but with the idea of you...who is so so so diligent...i tend to push myself through it... just tonight i miss you... just tonight i miss you... just...

there are so many things...

there are so many things going on... there are so many people we dwell with... there are so many moments occur without our consent.... how to stay focus? how stay true to your own goals? when others come in and tell you theirs are what matter? tired of priorities setting...tired of getting time in track and tired of listening to things you won't agree but have to agree anyway... there is no such things as alone...people evolve...world evolve and tend to include you... you can't just wait for everything to stop moving then only you shall find your...

it's going to be hell of a sem

it's going to be hell of a sem... since i have been confused even in my first week... God...ease me through this... i'm not capable of having less then it should be... i have to get as high as possible.. help me through God....help me...