i'm tht kind....

i'm that kind of person who trust action more than words, i see value of a person more than their appearance, i tend to listen to 'real' laughter more than the fake ones... i see tears not just from the victims, but there are tears of guilt... i believe an old book is always better than the new ones...because of them, we get the ideas for new ones i don't see 24 hours together make true love... i don't see sincerity and attitude comes from money, appearance or high power... i'm just....me... i see world that way... it's hard to put up...

those day...those songs

"Fix You" by Coldplay When you try your best, but you don't succeed When you get what you want, but not what you need When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse And the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone, but it goes to waste Could it be worse? Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you And high up above or down below When you're too in love to let it go But if you never try you'll never know Just what you're...

UTS comingggg

semester goes by so fast that now all of us will go through UTS...ujian tengah semester... only God knows how nervous, worried and scared i am... one whole system of EMS (endocrine) will be tested in the exam... plus CRP, PHOP, and BHP...epidemiology, public health and bioethics... God, ease me through this exam God...and let me and my friends pass all these papers... God..help u...

it's so hard to find "my person"

 will i have chance to have at least one person to be my person? they always come and go... they always search for a better one when i'm actually right there in front of them... maybe being too nice and pleasing always push people away because human are like that...they search for the one that is not searching for them... and when i bailed...why are you searching me back? when i'm there why you treated me like trash? why people...