32 days challenge!!

let's do this like i'm gonna lose weight... each day counts... so, let's face another 32 days to final with each day of few achievement... God....sooca, ocse, mde.... i'm gonna die or pass this test...

mana semangat nie?

final in 5 weeks, and i can't find any strength left inside of me... where is it? why must it left me when i need it most? God...this is so hard... i try best to find any sort of inspiration at all to keep me going... but still, at the end of the day, i find myself wondering around internet, songs and movies... am i depressed?  depressed of what? haihhhhh what a confusion is this? what a lonely heart i have now...is that why? the need of love? fun? friends? oh God...why it is so hard for my brain to accept that i need to do t...

love happens....

i don't think i'm too young to think about it... i'm thinking about it.... how is it to be loved and to love?? the feeling is so warm, so fulfilling, so happy... waiting for it is the opposite... just when? #asking #waiting #suffering  hate this things call.... 'want' it changes everything when u have 'want'... it makes u think, it makes u try... it makes u develop... haihhhh shall practice on controlling 'want'.... like Buddha said 'want is suffering'.... well, it is.... sathuk... such a suffer to want like...

preparation for the big showdown...

in 49 days... FINAL is coming...God.... midterm like what only...errrghhhh this final have SOOCA n OSCE.... plus MDE for RPS, CRP, PHOP, and BHP... hope i can survive it... God >.<...

my 9 April is here....

23 y/o dy this year... haihhhh not proud of it by achievement, but proud of it by the blessing God showered on me till now that i can still walk, talk, breathe, study, and live.... Thank God... the only person i want by my side today is her...Ama... goddd i miss her... thanks to her for me to be here today... who am i without her.... Thank you Ama.... Happy Birthday Sumy... chayo...

Midterm Exam Day 4

just ended... CRP II (1.00-1.30pm) yes half an hour paper...baca mcm haram....opsss *sa...

Midterm Exam Day 3

tomorrow paper; RPS 1 (8.00 a.m-12.00 p.m) this paper is kinda hold every possible pointer that i can get.... God bless...hope i can ease this.... (Reproductive System ...

Midterm Exam Day 2

Tomorrow day 2 exam.... the paper is; BHP II 1.00-2.30 p.m God bless... today paper?? waaaaa sadness....something there that i can't grab on.... need to focus more.... sometime i feel like i scared so much that all the things i read is not going in... haihhh mcm xberkat pn ade... God...what should i do... maybe i'm too far away from your guidance... i shall pray harder.... sathu...