patience

i met a lot of people here....i've made friends, some stay, some not...

in life, when we walk...we touch the wind, 

if it's strong then we step more carefully, 

try to make a good stand so we won't fall...

and we'll pass that wind to walk normally again...

so as people that we met...

nice one make our day better, less nice one makes we try, be patience, accept it and adapt...

well, sometime it's hard to adapt, it's testing our patience again and again, 

but at the end of the day, people who we met, will eventually become our friends...

and by using this term, the effort to make it better is doubled...or maybe endless...

because they are not just any random people...

so we try, get to be patient, take deep breath and try to understand the situation...

we won't just sail away...

because those who pushes us away are always the one that crying for help the loudest...

so, be patient...

patience will make it better...

it's like faith...it'll move a mountain with try...

patience...

be with me...stay in me...grow bigger and be my shield against the changes...

sathuk....

don't you worry child...but sometime, a lilbit worry will do good~

worry is...yes make your day gloomy, serious, stress and even emo sometime...

but i hate myself if i won't be able to worry...

when i feel it's ok...i feel bad about it because it's actually not okay...

but then brain has some kind of mechanism that will always put you in favorable condition...so it tends to say, it's ok...and that brings doom...

because i won't try harder if i think it's ok...

i won't feel regret or feel bad or try harder if i think it's ok and forgive myself...

living in guilt is hard but sometime it takes the best out of me...

God...give me strength....

sathuk...

starting of Semester 2

and now starting of semester 2....

finally all the students are welcomed to Systems

sem 2 starting with Reproduction System

how it's going to be ya?

so nervous and uhh hope can do it...

no need to be the best, no need to be very good, just okay...that's enough...

sathuk...