^^Happy New Year^^

Happy Holiday, Merry Christmas and Happy counting down to New Year 2012 everyone!!Christmas may seems to mentioned just for Christians, but for me it is a festive of happiness....doesn't matter which religion we are...let's celebrate new year and have a blast!!!hope lots on sale soon ;p;)!!HOHOH...

i do

i do get boring on something repeating....especially human behavior~that's why i tend to forget because its not interested enough....people say i forgive quite fast...but actually i don't even remember what have they done to me because its not worth remembering....

the idea...

the idea of trusting u is the stupidest thing that i have isn't it??i feel so dumb to do that...i shouldn't have one....

i don't...

i don't wake up everyday to impress u....

my heart

my heart is not at ease...why this happen to me??waaaaa!!!i want!i want!i want!! i want iPhone so bad ;(haihhhhhease up sumy...ease up....tomorrow got test....;(chayok!!...

if only....

if only i'm not afraid of pain that love will give...if only i can trust people with full of my heart...if only there is no doubt in any relation i have...if only i can love someone with full of my heart...u will never face all of this...yes, i'm holding back...i'm afraid of 'too close' statement....when it comes to 'too close', distance is my next step for sure....i can't bring myself to love someone in 'so much'...i don't know what future brings...so all i can do is distance myself from pain...because i can't bare it to hurt from any of u...i...

please...

b**ch!please la take agriculture into your vein!!!future to be vet is all about agriculture!!! =_=''(if meant to be)sumy..sumy...

test!!

test 1 here^^chayok!!...

what if??

what if because u r selfish that make u think people are selfish?what if because u r childish that make u think people are childish?what if because u are bad that make u think people are bad?what if u just know how to advice but never listen?what if because u r too hardworking, too perfectionist (like not stand on the ground type), that make u think people are lazy?what if u just make up things to make u look correct and wise??what if u are bossy but never want to be a leader??what if u silent for awhile and listen to the world doubtless for seconds.....listening...

weakness

i think i found lots of weakness in me...lots till i can't find where is the strong point....everyday that i have to admit that 'yes, i'm so weak' 'yes. i donno what they know', 'yes, i can't be like what they be', 'yes, i will never able to think like they think'....how to overcome weakness?? i'm so weak right now that i need rope to hold, away to walk and lit to shine the way for me....so weak that i can't even dare to think to defense myself....so...

Nice

As simple as that... the word is 'nice'but seems not to be simple for normal human...it must be crazy to smile to stranger, to be nice to other group of people and to be lovely to any friends...

Life Goes On

Now that i'm in my final semester of DKHP in UPMKBHaha at last... ;pI was thinking about future for a while...most of my friend are now doing their degrees, some further to oversea and some in Malaysia..i was thinking, am i one day will be there too? hahaha can i?what so ever come in my life after this, good or bad..life must goes on...now that i'm trying my best for this final sem...study, assignments, friends, classes, lecturer, auntie, uncle sekian...

they say...

they say....secret to failure is to please everyone....

just wonder who can make me smile when i'm in sadness??besides movie,video and songs...

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currently penat...baru balik dari praktikal...huhuwwupdate later yow!...

suddenly.....

suddenly i am thinking about my future upu application...n i wake up and check the ipta web....and what is so hard for me is to know that the thing i want is just so far away....so search for back up! muahaha...sedey xlm ek?;pmay be after this i'll go for biochemistry bachelor if vet is not meant for me....i don't have any other interest....these 2 are my choices left to think about....hope i will manage to get place there...GOD, HELP ME....to YOU I rely....only YOU can make it happen to me.....please HELP me...do see me, just give me a bit of...

http://9gag.com/

really make me stuck to it!!!haihhhhow to get off???;pneed help here!!!but seresly, this page i tell u a...so funny!!!!!!!!!!!lots gags u'll find and certain are inspiring...but certain...fuhh no nit to tel..;pi enjoy it!but now is stdy time!!!;at last i did this;haha c? how addict i am to 9 gag?chayok study sumy!!...

Ego kills, brag boring me, truth is ugly....

(i tell u,read to the end...don't stop half way, i may be not as what u think;p)i faced lots types of people...and the most among students are 'i'm the best' , 'i know everything' , 'i'm better then u' and 'oh, they are so annoying'these thought play inside of most students head nowaday...and 'what make u thing i have to be less stubborn than u do?'i don no how i come to this conclusion but yes; all of this is true...certain people, they don't accept other people to be their leader, i guess because in her head 'she know nothing, or maybe, arhh...

Final

in next 5 days, i'm gonna have final...huhuhfor semester 5the subject will be;1)Kesihatan Haiwan 2 (VPM 2002)2)Reprduksi dan Perubatan Veterinar (VPK 2601)3)Teknologi Makanan (SHW 2403)3)Produksi Tenusu (SHW 2061)4)Produksi Babi (SHW 2502)hoho...quite tough i tell u...especially animal health and vet medical....=_=''after exm will be my practical....to miri, PPES Farm...rite now that i'm doing my best for final...study as much as i could...my enemy? haha ofcos all the 'sleep' n 'eating' stuff, i'll fight my best!!!(haha such a cute enemy rite?;p)seriously,...

fuh!

da nak final????!!!!!!!fuh!!!n sumy?cm biasa...hehedok layan movie lagi....haihhhhnevermind!the mood for stdy comin' already!!chayok2!!^^bnyk nak kena revise....huhusmua nak masuk smua!;pchayok!!...

rain..

ari nie hujan....huhupetang t nak pi ksr, hep, settle program larian 1 msia, muet and ptm...mlm t test...notes xbkk pn lg ;phehe mcm biasa..sumithra...xder mood...xstdy....heheso far, test, presentation, assgment, and others dtg berjadual....from one to another...sometime, fikir balik, smua nie sgt2 seronok!^^xley bayang future klu dah xyah buat smua nie...mst borinx tahap babun!!!;pso, now just hope i can keep up good job, smart study and nice person....huhuwwsometime bnyk benda yg bt kan kiter nie berubah....otak manusia actually very weak...anything...

penat...

penat nyer;(xper2...sikit je lg...abis bulan nie, fokus final n praktikal lak!!!! aduh...dah la bhgn ruminant....gwa xsuka gler bab2 livestock camnie ;( ottoke?? ;pchayok je la sumy!!! ckit je lg.... abis bln 3 nie dah leh flight blk umah n rest....then smbg??huhuwith God bless, i will make it.....yg penting, chayok!!!^^ fighting...

SEPTEMBER

wahhhh!!!!SEPTEMBER is going to tear me apart!><what the most pack month i had ever have.....to list it down...haha better not?study:1)tests - food tech, vpk lab test, tenusu, produksi babi (in the same week!!!)2)presentation - animal health, vpk (in the same week!!) plus food tech on the next week!3)assignment - tenusu, report food tech, poster vpk(ft and vpk on the same week, which da same week as lab test animal health and present of ft)!!!mtm:3)events - MUET workshop (pengarah), FESMAK (ajk program), Temasya 1 rakyat (ajk program 4 two...

the legend of guardian's

To The Sky – Owl CityShipwreck in the sea of faces,There's a dreamy world up there,Dear friends in higher places,Carry me away from here,Travel light let the sun eclipse you,'Cause your flight is about to leave,And there's more to this brave adventure,Than you'd ever believe,Birdseye view, awake the stars 'cause they're all around you,Wide eyes will always brighten the blue,Chase your dreams, and remember me, speak bravery,'Cause after all those...

Keri Hilson

"Pretty Girl Rock" Uh uh uh ah uh uh I can do the pretty girl rock, rock Rock to the pretty girl rock, rock, rock Now what's your name My name is Keri, I'm so very Fly oh my, it's a little bit scary Boys wanna marry, looking at my derrière And you can stare but if you touch it Imma bury Pretty as a picture Sweeter than a swisher Mad 'cause I'm cuter than the girl that's with you I don't gotta talk about it baby you can see it But if you want I'll be happy to repeat it My name is Keri, I'm so very Fly oh my, it's a little bit scary Boys wanna...

kembali ke sekolah! ayuh^^

hehehe dah musim kembali ke 'sekolah' ^^ such a nice holiday....but now that all the study stuffs and work come to my mind....so scare to start....so many....good management is highly needed now....i'm not worry about all the work, hard or easy....but i'm worrying about myself....i'm such an easy-distracted person! huhuww since spm i realize that i can do things but the thing is i don't wanna do it....lazy, procrastinate,play,movie,shopping,SLEEPING,and hmm eating?;p i have to train myself to be discipline....and always try to.... once quote say...

thinking

i was thinking of something i'm not suppose to think of....i was thinking of something ridiculous that shouldn't come from my mind....i hate the idea, the imagination and all these can't be done things =_...

cuti lagi

heheon da way balik kelantan^^but mcm biasa, have to stay in lcct for one nite...huhuwwwhat a long journey =_=''nak cepat smpi!!!...

"You Haven't Seen The Last Of Me"

"You Haven't Seen The Last Of Me" ~Cher~ Feeling broken Barely holding on But there's just something so strong Somewhere inside me And I am down but I'll get up again Don't count me out just yet I've been brought down to my knees And I've been pushed way past the point of breaking But I can take it I'll be back Back on my feet This is far from over You haven't seen the last of me You haven't seen the last of me They can say that I won't stay...

ckit lg...

haha counting down!!!i'm counting down!!!!!!!!!!BALIK!!!!suka....cuti nie mmg agak panjang dr cuti2 lain...fuh....nak settle evrything n pulai!!!...

in love with him rite now!!!

KIM HYUN JOONG!!!so hot!!!aww...

wallpaper tuk diri sendiri;p

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i wish....

OMG....i am so wishing u to be happy... OMG....i am so wishing u to be happy... OMG....i am so wishing u to be happy... OMG....please help my dear to be happy.....please help my dear to be happy.....please help my dear to be happy..... please make all sorrow goes away....please make all sorrow goes away.... please let dream comes true....please let wish comes true....please let the love she wish come to her and belong to her....even it is hard...but let it soft and easier for her..... sathu...

singgah

haha nak start stdy tp tgn nie gatal nk tkn blogger dulu....ok la...singgah jap^^ just drop by....nak penuh kan page n nak ingt kan diri sendri yg dtg sejauh nie untk bljr bkn tuk bnd lain....lam journey nie tuk capai kejayaan....and there maybe lots of other things past by....kawan...hal-hal lain...nice xperience...bad xperience....and lots more.... the good one come in, so di kira good luck....the bad one come by, so di kira bad luck n as pengajaran....so senyum la...bahagia la....sbb lam journey nie ko x keseorangan....at least ko leh tgk bnyk...

tiba-tiba

tiba2 rase nak bljar bahasa; - Korea-Tamil-Hindustan bes la klu kiter tgk citer or dgr something without bother dgr subtitle... tp for bhs jepun n cina? haha xtau naper xminat ;pkorea n hindi bes...

done?

what i never did is done.....come on SUMY!!!!!=_...

it's ok

taste of giving up is just never sweet....depending on other people for our own luck is totally suck.....depending on our own suck luck is just harder.....owh...i am so giving up....i am so suck rite now.....wanna ask for help.....what help is there for me?;( just bear with it and hope it past fast...let all this things past....too much to hold is too much to lose..... suck....

Kidz

Take That Kidz Kings and Queens and Presidents Ministers of Governments Welcome to the future of your world Through talking heads that took liberties The monkeys learnt to build machines They think they'll get to heaven through the universe They say nothing Deny everything And make counter accusations My friends, my dear, my love, my God There'll be trouble when the kidz come out (come out) There will be lots for them to talk about (about) There'll be trouble when the kidz come out When the kidz come out, when the kidz come out When the kidz...

just not worth keeping......

test 2

aiyo...test 2 dah nak smpi....tp diri sendiri?still at da same 'malas', 'xgerak', 'xder mood' .....haisshhhh aper nk jd nie sumithra? come on!!!! t dah nak busy ngn meeting la, program la....masa nie la nk stdy....come on 2!!!!...

bad time...

'When you're having a bad day, you have a choice. You can complain and gripe and dwell on the misery, or you can let go of it and look for the good, and maybe, just maybe, even laugh about it.'...

still in holz mood?

still in holz mood?may be...i'm so lazy right now.....=_=''wanna escape!!!!can anybody help?escape from this laziness....aduh.......

now i understand.....

now i understand....i understand what life look like....i won't seek....i will stop seeking.....i will not just wait for my dream to become true....thanx to Prosecutor Princess^^this drama teach me to fight and be happy even i'm doing things that i hate the most in life....because this is life...it's not a dream.....life, you have to live it and struggle from day to day to fulfill it....but a dream, u dream and hope it to happen.....when it happens,u are the most happy person in the world...but if not....u are the most sad person in the world....from...

Next?

so, in UPMKB again for another half session of this sem^^whoaa?what is next eh?before that, test one result just come out....huhuhow?ok la.....but not for VPK;(all i wish in heart is i want to be 'Sumithra' just like i am in sem 1 n 2....in head...it's all about study.....i want to be that person again.....n i am very sure that i'm back...however, there are lots MTM things needed to be done....i will try my best to do it as i'm the one who choose...

HoMe

Finally...i got my holiday^^so now i'm here in Tumpat....so nice....i never know how much i miss home till i'm here.....i don't want to count down time to go back to UPMKB....even just for a week....i feel like i come back for a year....i try to imagine that it is long...it is long...and it is enough.....;(k! ciao! i wanna enjoy my day with lots!lots!lots! of thing here....and the most xcited thing is my new puppies!!!there are five of them!!!!^^py...

suffering....

latest update;i am in unconditionally 'crazy' with all 'livestock' related subjects i have this semester.....the more 'livestock', the more they r killing me.....oh My God....when i am going to love it? when i can bring myself to love this? OMG...when??;(i need passion to get the goal i want....if i continue to be like this, when can i touch it??;(so damn suffer inside!!!!!!!!!!!...

?????????

someone asked me;'sumy!what do u care in life?''sumy!what do u remember?''sumy!what are u doing?''sumy!where are u?where have u been? u can't always absent....'and i asking my own self the same things....surprisingly, the thing that i care is ......the thing that i remember is ......the thing that i always do until i forget the world is .....and i always absent, not contact,not keeping in touch is because ......OMG!people can't focus because they have life problem with relations, health and money stuff, but me? emmmm ....... again....so, conclusion?i...

Skyscraper

Skyscraper lyricsIt's been kinda toughRunning around in circlesTryin' to find who I wasBut now I knowI found myselfIn the sky todayDon't get in my way! Don't ever try to tear me downI will be risin' from the groundLike a skyscraperDon't wanna make the same mistakesYa'll better start listenin'Like a skyscraper I'm a new buildingI'm a new buildingI'm a new buildingSkyscraper b...

The flood

The FloodCheryl ColeTurn the lights out in the light house, I saw you comingFelt the ship wreck, saw the wreckage, I heard you yellingJust then, that's when I saw your reflection in the sandWondering where you were washed up, oh, I ran to the waterI can put my hands down in itBut I won't bring nothing upSitting on the shore all dayWaiting on the tide to comeBut you can't hold on to waterIt fills you up but never staysIt's only good to wash away todayAnd you're loving me like waterYou're slippin' through my fingers' touchA natural disaster, loveBringing...

once in awhile

that the heart is screaming...i'm HAPPY!!!!...

F**kin' Perfect

F**kin' PerfectPinkMade a wrong turnOnce or twiceDug my way outBlood and fireBad decisionsThat's alrightWelcome to my silly lifeMistreated Misplaced MisunderstoodMiss knowing it's all goodIt didnt slow me down.MistakingAlways second guessingUnderestimatingLook I'm still aroundPretty, pretty pleaseDont you ever, ever feelLike you're less thanF**king perfectPretty, pretty pleaseIf you ever, ever feelLike you're nothingYou're f**king perfect to meYou're...

(^_^)

ปล่อยวางเสีย.....(^...

??????

now that my life has '???????????' lots...lots...lots of confusion.....questions.....doubt.....and......haihhhhhwhatever i am going to say....it's all about CONFUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!why tht i keep messing up my brain??? =_='''go away!...

ADHD?

emm...i have been thinking about my own self n suddenly....i remember about ADHD....and i kind of having all the symptoms or is it just 'illusional' me?ADHD stands for Attention-Deficit/Hyperactivity DisorderADHD shows itself as a persistent pattern of inattention and/or hyperactivity/impulsivity that is more frequent and severe than what is typically seen in ones' peers.The symptoms affect children, teens, and adults;- For the inattentive typeAt least 6 of the following symptoms must have persisted for at least 6 months to an extent that is not...

TEST!!!

hahahaha i'm about to.....CRAZY!!!;pwell..test again.....but i'm so busy running PTM.....haihhhhhowever,this will not take me down!!!!SATHUK CHE THAM DAI.....^^PHRAK EI CHUAI CHE DUAI....AMA!!! CHUAI CHE DUAI.....fuh!so nervous.....plus caffeine somemore....=_=''chayok!!!^^ciao!nak pi exam dah......

Gift of A Friend

Gift Of A Friend(by DEMI LOVATO)Sometimes You think You'll Be Fine by YourselfCause a Dream is a Wish You Make all aloneIts Easy to Feel Like You Dont Need HelpBut Its Harder To Walk On Your OwnYou'll ChangeInsideWhen YouRealizeThe World Comes To Lifeand Everything's brightFrom Beginning To EndWhen You Have a FriendBy Your SideThat Helps You To FindThe Beauty you areWhen You'll Open Your Heart andBelieve inThe Gift of a FriendThe Gift of a FriendSomeone...